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Let’s get stoned bahaha . . . o.k. it’s a different kind of stoned than you might be thinking. Still spellbinding I promise! Breaking down the messages of stones, crystals, and earth elements in our lives is such a fascinating experience. Let’s take what we’ve discussed on the last post Soul Messages from the Moonstone and pull it into some specific examples. I’m going to use some of my own experiences but I want you to cross reference them with yours. Plug in your own experience and just use it as a baseline idea.
Here’s the first stone that came into my life after awakening! Which before I woke up I had no clue that crystals were anything but cool looking. I had heard people talk about them but I was still sleeping and thought maybe they just smoked a little tooooo much wacky stuff. Now people probably think that about me even though I don’t do any kind of drugs including white sugar and flour lol. I do think the world is full of fun games with words however and love finding these little treasures. Have you ever noticed things like crystal and crystal meth? Isn’t that what drug users are seeking? A state of consciousness that is inside of them without pain. They just don’t know how to access it without the drug. Reality is just so harsh and so many things here do not make sense. The high creates the need for the mental escape but not without other very unpleasant repercussions and addictions.
Here we have a bunch of earth elements that perhaps this feeling of euphoria was derived from . . . crystal healing, crystal grids, crystal consciousness, crystal clear, and all of those things are tools to assisting in hitting new highs and evolving ourselves to new places without suffering.
Regardless I’m glad I was sleeping back then otherwise maybe I would have judged others when they judged me rather than coming from a place of compassion and understanding. I really understand the reaction. I’ve been there but for the first time I’m following my feelings, gut intuitions, and the voice of consciousness. Although I had no actual knowledge about this new world I knew I felt connected to them all of the sudden. I wanted to learn and know what this metaphysical world was all about. I want to be surrounded in Earth elements not this Wal-Mart reality lol.
I was at a shop in Sedona and found hundreds of beautiful pieces but I loved this one. Kyanite. I looked up it’s meaning which it’s a great aid in opening the throat chakra. OMG yes totally had issues with this my whole life.
I couldn’t say shit if I had a mouthful.
I would let people run over me to avoid hurting anyone’s feelings even if they hurt mine.
I had a hard time expressing myself, standing up for me, or holding my own opinions. I was more of the what do you think? How can I conform to create peace here in life and with others?
My husband is the opposite reflection. He is confrontational, pushy, and when he holds a viewpoint let’s just say he’s very passionate that everyone else should feel and think the same way. This has made me much stronger. Not only have I had to voice my opinion, be true to myself, but I have to fight for it in a balanced way. My husband has absolutely made me a better person by being the yin to my yang lol. But only after I decided to start standing up to others and voicing my own truth. We both have a lot of different opinions but it’s so cool that we can agree to disagree. We don’t have to see everything the same way to love one another.
For some reason this was the monster in the closet to me. Saying how I feel when it may cause ripples was huge in my mind. Yet, now facing and moving through that I have found that it’s so much easier than I expected! Plus it’s made my marriage better! Who knew lol?!?
All soulmate lessons aside the stone itself is a mirror image of what I presented to the world. The front is somewhat rough and unrefined. It’s beautiful but not even close to what most girls would consider the shiny bling they want to wear.
The back shows deep internal cracks and what appears to be dirt dulling the overall appearance. My energetic body was at the same point in my journey. The face I presented the world was like the front of the stone. It mirrored the face that I wore out for the world to see. My true inner self was full of deep trauma’s, layers of soul pollution dulling my shine, and hidden wounds. Just like the appearance of the back side of the stone. I did not wear it with the “ugly” side out just like me. The true wounded self was hidden. Exactly what I would do when I put the necklace on making sure to put the best side face forward.
This is exactly how the stone was a mirror to me as an energetic being. I had woken up and realized I was living in a hologram built off of my internal self. I could see now that I was broken. At this point in my soul work I could not even look in the mirror and say I love myself. I was full of insecurities, emotional baggage, and unhealed wounds. I was clueless to even what I was doing here. I didn’t understand the world. I didn’t understand why I was here. I didn’t want to be in my body. I certainly didn’t understand any possible purpose in being in a world where so much hurt was going on. The news was horrifying to me. The state of the nation completely depressing. I had lots of “issues”, anger, hate, and judgments in me even if it was for the “evil” in the world.
I didn’t just put this necklace on and think it was going to do all the work for me. I worked in small steps on voicing my opinion. I did self-work on flushing the people pleaser rather than an authentic person true to myself. I started unraveling all the “issues” inside me being mirrored by the outside world. The stone was not worn with the idea it would do everything for me. However, it did assist me in opening my consciousness but I had to do the actual self-work.
At a certain time frame I didn’t feel the same need to wear this stone which isn’t co-incidence either. I had upleveled, healed, and evolved through a lot of trauma and keys were coming together of what I was doing here. I was at another crystal shop and found another piece that I liked that was amethyst. At this point I had done a lot of healing work and this definitely reflected the new stage of life. Amethyst is known for dealing with toxic energy. And I was unraveling that part of my journey. Learning how to seal off my bubble against the dark bodies and negative energy.
My husband saw the necklace and immediately reacted with a condescending tone. “Oh I see you bought yourself something”. I mirrored back an inner wound I had been working on . . . feeling ashamed when I spend money on myself. Unable to receive. Overly-Sensitive. My reaction was immediately to qualify the purchase by saying it was $7.50. I had gotten emotionally triggered by his comment shaming me because I had the internal matching wound. Once all of the trauma connected to those unbalanced elements in myself healed only then would I be able to not react to his comment. It wasn’t about him. He was just the messenger.
Do you see when we have soulmates something much more powerful is happening! They are wired to match our inner trauma’s. Before I woke up I would have blamed my husband. I would have thought he was such an asshole making me feel bad for buying a $7.50 necklace. He probably spent more than that on gas station junk food that day lol. Now though I see where my inner toxic voice matched his external voice to me. That I can heal, evolve, and move through into new inner frequencies . . . able to receive without shame. I had to giggle though at the whole experience. The necklace itself provided me with an opportunity to do that work internally and be a messenger to me.
When we have toxic people we feel we need to block it’s actually mirroring the inner relationship. The emotional reactions are simply clues to where we are toxic, weak, or have unhealed trauma’s in ourselves. The laws of attractions at work bring us what is energetically inside of us already needing to be healed. We want to blame other people. We want to think it’s their fault. We want to be victims. The truth is no one controls our emotions but us. If I emotionally react to someone now I ask myself the questions.
- Are they are just sending me the message where I already feel this way about myself? Our subconscious self talk can often be seen by how others talk to us. Let’s say we have “friends” who hammer us on every mistake we make. It’s a match for what we do with our self talk. We mentally hammer ourselves for everything we do wrong and do NOT see, acknowledge or give ourselves credit for all the wonderful things we do right.
- Is this something I do I cannot see because my ego wants to believe it’s fabricated stories rather than see the truth? Sometimes it is something we do and don’t want to be accountable for fixing ourselves. My whole life I’ve been a push over. I let people sway me on opinions or my kids walk all over me. I wanted them to change. Why can’t they just do what I ask instead of fighting me all of the time? I would get frustrated with them rather than seeing myself as the problem. When I woke up I realized they were just here to make me stick to what I say. Don’t weaken. Don’t give in. Stop being a doormat.
- Is this something the other person is actually blaming me for but what they do? When you start figuring out how “projection” works it’s soooooo coool! So much of what people see in others are actually elements of themselves. I had never known this and so I took on so much of what others said with so much confusion. Why would they think that about me? Why would they say that? Well really it is actually what they were doing or trying to finger point about and they are trying to point their guilty conscious onto me.
- Is this suffering created by my ego’s need to control the world or people? A lot of my own issues about the state of situations and relationships were simply my ego wanting to say what is right and wrong for others. Instead of just focus on my own life and what I was doing right and wrong. What I needed to fix, heal, evolve, and change. I started asking myself questions. Can I do something about this? Is it going to help or change the situation by getting worked up or just change my mood, outlook, and happiness? I stopped plugging into toxic things and letting them control me. I used all of that hurt and focused in on healing and doing things that would truly in my mind make a positive difference.
Our emotional reactions are absolutely a road map to the soul. Some places are where we need to work on us absolutely. And some places are where other people are mirroring back where they need to work on them but instead of seeing it for what it is they try and pin it on you. You can insert whatever experience you want it all breaks down the same. Just the wounds are mirrored back differently or the messages maybe different.
This is all that relationships are in our lives. MIRRORS! If there is some emotional suffering created in the dynamic we need to open our eyes. These are the places where our inner garbage matches up with the garbage someone else is handing us. Or the way they treat us matches the way we feel we deserve to be treated. Or a spiritual test we haven’t jumped? Or karma circling? And the reality is the truth not what the brain tries to tell us. Truly in the space of wearing this necklace that’s exactly where I was in my life. I had “friends” but they were only there when they wanted to use me for something. If we allow ourselves to be used by people who’s doing the allowing? We are. Why? We feel like we need to do stuff for someone to be liked. And at the heart of me was a person who genuinely wants to help people but I was out of balance. I had people who I was there for but were not there for me.
In none of these situations am I depending on the stones to do anything “for me” but I am allowing the opening up of the energy for them to show me “what do I need to do for myself” to heal and transform. How can I use the crystals energy to assist me? I look up the meanings and messages of the stones, crystals, and earth properties that have been brought into my life. There could be a stone show up and then you have a vivid dream that’s trying to communicate some aspect or element of you. Part of it is interpreting what the universe is trying to communicate and the other part is practical application. You may make a crystal grid and set an intention of unlocking the true emotional issues in connection with a physical illness. Life is full of messages but we have to change our perspective. Look, listen, and actually do the inner/outer work!
We are in a world of hurt people hurting people and we are included in that. In order to stop the wheel of hurt we must complete the mission here. Evolve, heal, and transcend these old thought patterns blaming, pointing the finger, and pushing off our responsibility to heal on other people’s personality qualities. Your body, your life, your experiences are the output of the energetic input. It’s that simple.
Rather than blaming, judging, or feeling that things happen to you shift your perspective. Anywhere there is suffering in your life it’s looking to send you a message of what’s already inside of you. Weakness’s, insecurities, spiritual tests that have not been jumped, unhealed trauma’s, and inner wounds being replayed over and over. Your job, marriage, friendships, and relationships are all designed to do one thing. Teach, evolve, and show you where you need to do inner work.
This is the first step we need to take! Reverse our thought process about life and start mapping everything that creates suffering back to us. Only when we change the internal energetic charges can we reflect the new reality. Any wars or conflicts with the world are simply mirroring the war, imbalances, and conflicts already residing inside of us. We want to flip the switch and start mirroring back abundance, peace, love, bliss, and our healed evolved version of ourselves!
Let’s teach you how to be your own soul investigator. All the darkness in the outside world is by design to trigger the darkness inside of us. We need to clear those responses out and do the soul work to strip the darkness of all it’s power and allow it to let our LIGHT SHINE BRIGHTER.
I want us and our energetic bodies to stay lit up like this picture below no matter where we are, who’s trying to get in our bubble, or what’s happening in the outside world. That is at the heart of energy healing. Not allowing this messed up place to energetically transfer any of your inner light to the darkness. We are coming to a time when many Starseeds are coming together to win in this energetic, physical, mental, and emotional war. All of us must purify so we can assist the rest of the planet in understanding the keys, purpose, and build the strength that the narcissists, Illuminati, toxic personalities, Reptilians, etc. are designed to teach us.
What is happening on Earth between good and evil is going on in the small scale between people, a big scale with the governments, and on a galactic scale with different planetary members from all over the galaxy incarnating to assist Earth in this big shift. This is exactly what we are doing here as we unfold our spiritual missions
Constantly radiating light even in the dark! We will get into that in the next blog post. How exactly can we do that with so many negative entities trying to tear us down? Stay tuned!
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