Why are we HATED and HATE?

Why are we HATED and HATE?

HATE and HATED will eat you alive . . . even the word says ATE and that’s exactly what the emotions do!  EAT you UP and create emotional, physical, energetic, and spiritual disease.  Even if you have logical reasons these emotions will destroy you while the rest of the world stays the same.  And must to show you what’s already inside you as you cannot and will not have outside hate unless you have inside hate, spiritual tests, or unbalanced parts to address.

If you’re reading this you most likely already think we are living in a holographic universe.  The mirrors of reality is full or relationships with people to help us grow, heal, and evolve.  Some of them are very painful.  All of us have personalities we would like to understand more deeply.  People we are cornered with by work, family, or some kind of dynamics that make escape impossible even though they hurt us.

On purpose.

A lot of times they make us so angry that they start running circles around and around in our minds.  Often times it’s like a broken record of their offenses and our reactions.  Like we are caught in this negative trap running stories in our heads like a hamster in the wheel . . . going nowhere but continuing the loop of pain over and over.

And then your namaste yoga instructor invokes you to peace and chimes.  “We are all one.”  And you think but I’m not one with that a$$hole lol.  They make me crazy with their psychotic behaviors.  Why oh why do they do what they do?  I do not and cannot understand?  Why are so many people running around hurting each other here?

So much of what people do who are hurt and broken that does not make sense to us actually has a logical reason.

I know, I know we don’t want to engage here right.  I used to ponder all the time why people can’t just be nice.  If they would be nice though guess what no one would have been here to point out my inner trauma.  Now more than anything I know I needed all my pain and suffering to move beyond it, heal what was reflecting, and finally resolve the internal trauma inside of me, they triggered so I could become whole again.  What we’ve never understood completely is the laws of attraction are working to bring into our lives exactly what we need to do this.  Unless we completely understand the relationships, find the message, and uncode our own inner workings we can’t move past being triggered.  So we stay stuck in the loop attracting these experiences and not understanding their meaning!!

We don’t understand that the qualities in the personalities that we attract are simply reflecting back our personal imbalances, spiritual tests we have not yet jumped, and soul wounds that are screaming to be healed.  That’s when we start blaming, pointing the finger, and entering the “bitching” sessions.  What’s exciting about enlightenment is the new thought paradigms are unraveling their meaning and the old patterns of consciousness are disappearing into the web of time much like the idea that the world is round.  Now we can get to the heart of healing as we shift our thinking from blaming others into self-reflection.  In any and all relationships that create suffering there is self work to do.  These “triggers” are an emotional over-reaction to another person or situation trying to send you a soul message.


All of those negative emotions when we get “triggered” are necessary so we can use them like a road map to the SOUL.  Only once we heal the internal crack or learn the spiritual lesson will we no longer get emotionally worked up by anyone!  Yes, it’s absolutely possible to constantly live in unconditional love, forgiveness, peace, and bliss right here on Earth when we learn everything this messy world has to teach us.  That’s exactly why I’m proposing to you that we don’t hate other people.  We simply think we do as they mirror back some unresolved trauma within us.  Unraveling what they are triggering is so important to truly healing so we can radiate positive vibes like unconditional love, compassion, peace, bliss, and forgiveness around all people, situations, and life dynamics.

The only difference is each and every one of OUR ABILITIES TO SEE OUR EGO at work trying so eagerly to pull us into the darkness.  The exciting part is we are all one with different personalities mirroring back different broken parts of ourselves.  You can see this all of the time with people.  If you go to a social function with a group of people every single person there is going to have a different experience.  Every person will take away a different view of each person and whatever they get upset about in the other people is trying to show them something about themselves.

We’ve all had this happen where our friend will start ranting about someone who was at the party and we are like hmmmm we didn’t notice that or if we did it didn’t bother us.  We didn’t get emotionally worked up about whatever the characteristic was that is currently making our friend rant and rave.

That’s exciting when you understand this and really start doing your own personal work.  We are all mirrors of each other and all of the people, situations, and players are attracted to us in order to keep pushing these key areas right in our face!  These are the triggers to our internal barometer that we miss when we get lost in blaming things on other people or thinking everything is about them.  AND guess what’s easy to identify . . . other people’s short comings, faults, and trauma’s all the while we are positively blind to our own.  And there are some things I believe in the bible and some things I believe are man made but this verse I totally agree with . . .

“Why do you look at the splinter in your brother’s eye but don’t notice the beam of wood in your own?”  Matt 7:3

I have found that my own ability to unconditionally love, forgive, and have peace with others is not about any internal greatness.  The key has been in identifying exactly how I operate off of my own ego.  Sinner!  I work continuously when triggered to see how I do the same damm thing.  Lot’s of times what I think about others is actually a message that’s more about me than them.  I am full of “beams of wood” and I make sure I recognize it, let it surface, acknowledge, accept, and forgive when it becomes mirrored back to me.  And you know what if I can’t figure it out guess what happens . . . a repeat situation for me to get triggered by hahaha.

Even once you understand the dynamics the universe will conspire to place you back in the situation to test you and assess if you’ve really learned what you needed to know.

So forgiving “them” in the illusion of this world looks like I’m forgiving someone outside of me yet truly I’m simply using the outside experience to soul investigate.  This is exactly why this holographic universe is created brilliantly and in consideration of our blind eye.  Everything needs to look like everything is about others so we can see those experiences where we need to do soul work mirrored back to us.  The shifting of enlightenment here is where we simply move out of these old thought paradigms that think it’s about them rather than us.  The judgement’s can stop and the ego can be revealed since it’s so ready to assign the blame to others. Plus we can do the soul work to heal, balance, and move into new thought patterns.

The internal inspection is what must begin!

Step 1 – Soul Investigation:  What are the qualities in me that created the need for the situation?  How do I do this same thing that I cannot see?

Step 2 – Are they sending me a message about my unbalanced parts that need soul work so I can no longer emotionally react to their behaviors? (All anger and hatred doesn’t boil down to what we are covering today.  Look for the next blog post and we will cover the next element.  How anger and hatred can reflect internal in-balances or spiritual hurdles we have not yet jumped.  The subject is just bigger than one blog post can cover.  Awe we are intricately designed souls!)

Let’s break down Step 1 with a specific example so you can think about your personal triggers in a new way and move from anger to unconditional love . . .

This is a real example from a family I know but all of our families are the same.  In fact, families are simply a way to trap us into relationships with people we have unresolved issues with that need to be worked out.  Meaning enemies in a past lifetime may contract to be brother and sister in this lifetime.  Or in this example the dynamic involves a little girl, Joanne and her Grandma Marie.  Grandma Marie has made it apparent that she does not like Joanne.  She will do things like purposely not get her a birthday present while she will for the other grandchildren.  It’s apparent in how she treats her differently that she doesn’t like little Joanne.  Why?

Well grandma Marie is a negative vibe person.  She suffers depression and isolates herself from the world.  Little Joanne is a naturally happy, bubbly, little soul who loves life naturally and is very active in all kinds of things. She loves people, activities, and the world. Grandma Marie gets a mirror image of what she hates about herself every time Joanne is around. The illusion is that Grandma Marie doesn’t like me. Well it’s not about Joanne beyond the fact she is everything Grandma Marie is NOT which triggers Grandma Marie into her own self-anger, judgments, and pain.  Every time little Joanne is around this causes an internal turmoil for Grandma Marie.

On the outside looking in Joanne and her mother are so confused by this?!?!  Why oh why does Grandma Marie treat the other children differently and it’s painfully obvious that little Joanne is the outcast grandchild.  Grandma ignores her, appears disgruntled and disapproving of her behaviors, and does not recognize her or congratulate her on special achievements.  She is never happy or loving to cute little Joanne.  Really this is not about Joanne at all.  The anger we have for others is never about them but always about ourselves. If we can separate the soul wounds, see deeper into people, and teach how to apply these principles no one will take things personally. Plus they will stay in compassion for the person who seems to be projecting the “hate” or “anger” onto them.  Really at the heart of this grandma is a wounded soul who is unhappy with herself.  These qualities Joanne has that she lacks are painful for her to face.  Rather than grandma being able to see her jealousy, self-rejection, and internal trauma to finally heal she appears to reject, ignore, or punish her own grandchild.

To complete the wheel we must also look into how we are guilty of this too.  We happened to go ice skating with Joanne and her sister Lilly. Joanne is the natural athlete, dancer, and happy vibe but once getting on the ice she felt “very uncomfortable”. She is doing something new and is not used to not being able to excel. This is a new feeling for her and the immediate ego reaction to getting outside of the comfort zone is to run back to safety.  I can see she doesn’t want to skate anymore but everyone else is and they appear to be having fun so she is cornered to continuing on.  Joanne gets sullen and for the first time since she’s been at our house gets in a negative mind set. We skate for about an hour when their mom shows up. There is still about a half an hour left to skate but Joanne, my daughter, and myself join her mom in the bleachers to visit while the other kids finish up skating.

Little sister Lilly is having a great time.  She happened to get rollerblades for Christmas so even though this is her first time ice skating she is flying down the ice. We watch in excitement from the bleachers as she is doing turns for us showing off her new skills.   Everyone is watching her and the other kids in delight as they go around and around the skating ring. Mom pulls out her phone to video as little sister Lilly displays a nice spin right in front of us so we can see. We all cheer for the kids!

Joanne immediately gets completely wound up and becomes angry, hurt, and upset!  She is so mad that her mother did not get any video of her even though she is the one who got off the ice upon seeing her. She leaves the stands as it is too painful for her to see her sister getting all of the GLORY, LOVE, AND ATTENTION. Joanne yells at her mother blaming her when it’s not her fault. Mom puts the phone away and gets intimidated by Joanne’s anger. She’s an empath and doesn’t want her daughter to feel bad. Internally you can see the peace maker in her not liking anyone being upset or frazzled.  Especially since Joanne has pointed the finger at her making it appear to be moms fault.  Yet, mom is trapped because she is excited and proud to see her other daughter little Lilly doing so well and having so much fun!

Here is mom stuck in the middle . . . needing to separate for herself. Who’s issues are who’s and how do I handle the situation in an effective healing way?  What she doesn’t realize is Joanne is not mad at her. She’s mad at her own inability to skate like a rockstar and do a little turn in front of mom to make her proud. She’s JEALOUS!  The same exact issue Grandma Marie has with her!!  The bottom line issue is the same. Now Joanne is angry for the qualities she doesn’t have (the current one being she did not immediately excel at ice skating) and it’s showing up as anger at someone else.

In this situation the forces of the universe have placed her to feel the same exact way Grandma Marie feels about her.  Grandma Marie has to watch Joanne flit around in her bubbly, happy, fun loving vibes while she is just not capable of being that way and most likely is frustrated, angry, and rejects herself for it!  That’s exactly why it appears Grandma Marie rejects little Joanne but that is not the soul truth.  The soul truth is Grandma Marie has inner trauma she never knew how to heal, accept, or expand beyond because the tools and techniques were never presented to her or she did not care to because it wasn’t her time yet.  Meaning the other people in her life still had ways they needed to evolve from her being exactly the way she is and so the healing becomes hinged on those around her healing from what her broken parts have to teach them about their broken parts!

And here we come back into being “all one”.  If you want to change the world all you need to do is focus on the elements of yourself that created the need for the people in your life to be the way they are and if there is soul work to do you will know by the suffering in the relationship.

Joanne now has a new way to understand how Grandma Marie feels when she is around based on compassion, love, forgiveness, and understanding.  If she wants to be hurt or angry she can pull up this incidence of ice skating up in her mind.  She knows how she felt about her little sister having a glorious time, spinning, racing, and enjoying the ice.  All Joanne felt was uncomfortable, unsure of herself, and gloomy about this new adventure in ice skating and now she is acting like Grandma Marie.  She truly got so upset watching her sister shine that she left the bleachers.  It was that painful for her ego to watch her sister doing so well.  If Joanne can see how her anger and jealousy works what happens when other girls, Grandma Marie or someone else does it to her?  She can see her own guilt in operating the same way rather than be hurt, unforgiving, and judgmental. Oh I have done that too!  Oh this really isn’t about me and I can see how I’m guilty myself of doing the same exact thing when the situations are reversed.  Not that we want to stay in that pattern.  When you truly see this and how it works you simply expand beyond it.  You can replace the ego pop up of jealousy with admiration.  If Joanne had known the tools to see how she herself was dragging herself into suffering she could have recognized “oh hello ego jealousy, envy, self-disappointment”, let it go, and moved into our natural divine state.

Admiration, Joy, Unconditional Love, Forgiveness, Peace, And Bliss

This is a prime example of how we are all fragmented energy from the same source.  The body is simply a vessel to take turns being each other to build our compassion, unconditional love, forgiveness, and peace.  The prism of the hologram is brilliantly designed.  You know why we need these experiences mirrored back to us in this way?  Because we are experts at seeing and picking apart each other but the ego makes us completely blind to our own faults, wounds, and fragmented parts.  The ego doesn’t want to be accountable and fess up.  But what happens if we learn the concepts, principles, and do the self work to correct the response?

We become capable of seeing how all situations mirror our own internal trauma and can do the self-work to correct it.  Teaching the principles of looking at the internal problem with a new set of eyeballs and heart center becomes the new wave of consciousness. I am jealous of my little sister when she ice skates better than I do.  Mom seems so happy, proud, and excited about her.  My ego is screaming what about me?  I decide I’m not good enough.  I love myself based on a set of performance conditions rather than unconditionally and based on my actual effort.  I did something that made me uncomfortable today.  Even though I’m not doing spins and twists I am proud of myself.  There is a negative loop running in Joanne’s mind that can be rewired.  We are all born naturally to run negative stories in our minds and must do the self-work to watch those thoughts come up and then replace them with the positive thoughts.

This is powerful event where she can transform the emotions into unconditional love, admiration, forgiveness, and peace.   Plus she has a point of reference now.  When Grandma Marie seems to exclude, ignore, and not like her she can relate to the trauma that seeing Joanne presents for her and hold her in compassion.  Grandma Marie has that same dilemma as she gets angry and judges herself for not being able to be that happy, bubbly, loving life vibe.  This is obviously a place of deep hurt for grandma as it appears that she rejects little Joanne what she is really doing is rejecting herself at her very core.

Joanne has been provided with the concepts now and can see how she has behaved the same way with her sister Lilly.  This allows everyone to stay humble, forgive, and hold an amazing space of unconditional love and compassion for one another.

These mirrors, lack programming, and negative voices are going on all inside of these relationships and situation dynamics all of the time.  Like in this example, I am not good enough, and because I love myself based on conditions “my performance, behaviors, or actions that don’t measure up” I’ve decided to reject and be angry with myself. The mirror here is where Joanne does not unconditionally love herself unless she measures up ice skating. This shows the insecurity, ego rating, and internal trauma inside of her just like Grandma Mary has insecurity, ego rating, and internal trauma inside of her for being depressed, not loving life, or being able to naturally just feel happy.

Imagine what can happen if all of these players do self work through their experiences!

Fascinating isn’t it!

Think about the “issues” you have with people that run around and around. Our relationships are the greatest teachers we have on our own inner traumas, weaknesses, insecurities, and spiritual hurdles we have not jumped. We just need to flip the switch on the script. See what is reflecting that is my problem? What is their problem? What needs to be done about it to heal and evolve.  Even if we just simply work on ourselves and let go of others journeys the wheel of hurt can stop at us!  When people talk about or have issues with us we switch our perspective and can be compassionate because it’s really the issues they have with themselves showing up.

If we want to clean up the outside world we have to be willing to do the inner work to clean up the inside.  That means dropping the negative frequencies and replacing them with the positive frequencies.  That’s the spiritual evolution soulution!

Let’s bliss this place up!

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Evilution Evolution Soulution

Let’s get serious about using evil for evolution because all we need is a little re-ordering of letters to reach LOVE.  Replace that I with an O, reverse the order and boom done deal.  EVIL TO EVOL TO LOVE.  Did you know that computer programming is based off of I/O files . . . Input/Output.  I am a complete nut for these kinds of parallel meanings and word plays in this dimension.  I mean the creator and design chief is positively AMAZING!  It blows my mind all of the time!  Symbolism, synchronicity, spiritual world and physical reality reflections it’s truly a magical experience.  So what is going on here?  Why is Earth and this 3rd dimensional experience full of DARKNESS?  Why am I proposing to you that it serves a purpose and is necessary in our development?  The toxic people in our life and the “powers that be” couldn’t have a spiritual purpose?  The illuminati, the new world order, narcissists, toxic folks and the imprisonment of the matrx cannot be by design.  Or can it?

hmmmmm that’s exactly what I am proposing to you.  There are 2 forces at work here designed to develop you.  They create suffering inside us only where they match our wounded parts or failed spiritual tests.

Good and Evil.

This is where the baseline war between these forces originates and is working to strengthen us if we can switch our perspective.  So what exactly is the light?  And what is the dark?  How does this all coincide with what we are doing here?  How does this work in soul development?  For any of you unfamiliar with the book “The Holy Science” it is an amazing work and great read into so many concepts that you will find in the coming posts.  For anyone interested here is the link for the free download.

The Holy Science by Swami Jui Maharaj

Assuming you don’t have time to read the book let’s talk about the darkness and the light.  Here are some examples of them in terms of true-self versus ego.  We will get more into how they shut off energy to our bodies as we discuss the individual tactics the dark forces use to get us to flip our switches into the ego or false-self direction.  For now just know that these are all inner-connected with the energy systems like your chakra’s, meridians, radiant circuits, etc.  When we are operating in our true-self and the light it opens up the energy feeding our physical bodies need to facilitate health, bliss, and higher states of consciousness.

The narcissists, toxic people, government in terms of the Illuminati, or if your looking at the galactic war the Reptilians, basically all dark bodies incarnated here in a physical form are all working to pull us into the darkness.  When we flip this internal switch from our true-self or Buddha nature into the ego or false-self it creates an energy feed.  This is where we are going to get into etheric cords and exactly where the beast out there hooks into the beast inside of us.   We are completely living in ignorance and unaware of how this works.  Unknowingly we as light bodies are feeding the dark bodies our energy because they are spurring the darkness inside of us.

These are the cords of energy that we are going to get into disconnecting.  The techniques, tactics, and tools that are being used against us will be discussed in each blog post.  How to completely cut off their power supply by doing your own self-work and jumping all of the spiritual hurdles will be given for your consideration and hopefully application.  This dimension is simply a training ground for spiritual warriors.  There is nothing that you need to do but your own personal work.

There are no wars to fight but the war the dark forces are triggering inside of us.  Until each of us learns what they are designed to teach us and can operate in spirit with all of our energy systems open and flowing all of the time we need to keep re-incarnating here.  This is where we are at with the stage of enLIGHTenment!  Realizing what are the illusions and what is the truth.  The lack of concern for the Earth, each other, and everyone all of this darkness as a cohesive unit is just like being in a “game”.  All the darkness is an illusion creating the set ups, situations, and dynamics to teach you to grow.  That’s ALL.  But that illusion creates a huge web of dark energy and negative forces within us.  This is what must be reconciled.

This is where we have to get accountable for letting them plug into our energy field!

We have control of one person here and that’s us!  We as light bodies need to do the personal work to seal off our own energetic bodies and stop feeding them our energy.  When we can completely become a container of light in the valley of darkness their purpose and the reason they can survive will completely crumble.  So what am I proposing to you?

We are in a container of 2 opposing forces as we’ve discussed in the blog post Bully Brave.

One of these forces is working to keep a constant state of light.  One of these forces is designed to live off of darkness.  So what is in light and dark energy?!?  We must get crystal clear on this so we know how to stop feeding the beasts.  In order to get this energy they create a lot of illusions.  The little guy toxic people and the big world order toxic people.  Everything is set up to feed this negative force and supply us with the spiritual tests.  We are going to dive deep into the systems that are being used against us like the media, FDA, healthcare, pollution, war, etc. to finally get to the bottom of this.  What is true need for their design?  For today let’s break down the purpose of the media or “news”.

So many of you who have most likely found me are aware of dramatization the news uses to put all of us in a negative mindset.  What I’m looking to get a little deeper look into is the darkness it spurs inside of us.  Have you ever wandered why they zero in and exaggerate the world events to be worse than they are?  You can be having the “best day ever” until you turn on the latest edition of the “worst shit ever”.  That’s where they flip the switch in us.  Here’s how horrific we are as a population in general.

We are destroying our earth.

We are destroying each other.

Tons of people suffering needlessly.

Now there’s nothing you can do about all of these atrocities but go have a nice day.  Tune in next time to watch us twist reality into the best possible episode of the “worst shit ever” and use it to misinform the masses so the general population will be mind controlled into following our agenda.  bahaha.

Let’s talk about this with our bodies mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and physically.

  1. Mentally our brains are naturally wired to be and focus on the negative.  This is where they will mirror our own internal voice until we learn to switch the programming inside of us.  Plus thoughts become things as we know what we focus on we attract.  If your looking to attract more horrific states of the world what do you keep feeding people.  Feeling out of control, powerless, sad, and disheartened by the current state of affairs.  Plus they want to tap into your mind and control your perspectives.  If you see the agenda here it’s infuriating!!  You are hurting people on purpose, twisting all facts to fit your illusion, and I have no control.
  2. Emotionally you switch from high vibes (light) like love, peace, and happiness to move into the negative emotional wheelhouse.  Judgments, division, anger, hate, compare/contrast mindset, etc. are luring you into their ego trap (dark).  If you feel worse after watching the news or getting on social media, yahoo, etc then start watching what switches are being flipped.
  3. Spiritually and energetically we all start playing God.  Not only do we want to decide what is right and wrong we want to be in control.  We are unforgiving.  We are angry.  We lose our connection.  This is where the spiritual test comes in for us.  We have to let go of what we can’t control and realize that everything is working in it’s perfect order for the highest good.  Any of us who have seen karma roll around and around know this to be true.  Nothing is happening here by chance.  Our bodies have an energetic imprint of everything we have been carrying from all lifetimes that needs to be worked out.  If someone gets killed in a shooting there is a specific purpose and karmic debt being paid.  Murders and mayhem happen for reasons and the divine order.  When we spend our time deciding what is right and wrong we shut down several chakra’s and energy systems.
  4. That’s where we get into the physical repercussions of these negative thoughts.  When your chakra’s and energy systems are shut down the energy to physical body is turned off.  Look at the glands and body parts connected to the heart chakra alone.  Your heart is the biggest electromagnetic field in your body.  Or the brow chakra who wants to be in control of the world at this moment.  Have you ever heard of that doctor who ate clean, exercised like crazy, and then fell over dead from a heart attack at 50?  You know why that happens.  Heart chakra shutdowns.  Guaranteed you hook up a pace maker and start monitoring when it has to jump start your heart it’s every time you emotionally shut down that energetic field.  Stress that can be created by being over-connected and as Empaths we absolutely have our hearts wanting to fix, heal, and save everything.    
  5. Let’s talk about unconditional love for a moment because this is a seriously missed triangle that needs to be remedied and unveiled.  Eva Mozes Kor gives a great example of this in her interview as a holocaust survivor who forgave those who intentionally hurt her.  This woman absolutely positively passed the spiritual test they created by making her the subject of twin experiments.  These people are committing horrific crimes that are unfathomable to us.  We have valid reasons to hold some bitterness, anger, and judgement’s against them for what they have done to us.  If we do not let this go and love unconditionally we hurt ourselves and join the dark force.  They love people on conditions and so do we!  Even if these are exact opposite systems to love people conditionally it’s all conditional love.  Does that mean we condone or wish to operate in the same ways as they do?  No.  We have one person here that we control and by watching the news with some horrific story while choosing to unconditionally love we can change a whole lot of energy transferring.  If you decide to let go of what you cannot fix, unconditionally love everyone even those who do not seem to deserve it, even though you have valid reasons to hate that’s the golden ticket!

Have you seen Wonderwoman when she gets to the end of her battle and decides to show mercy on the mad scientist?  This is what the darkness is trying to do here.  Allow everyone to be placed in the container where it is the ruler and each of us get to decide what voice to choose.  This is a spiritual dynamic by design.  Unconditional love and forgiveness even for those who have so obviously have hurt one another is not easy.  Add in letting go of trying to control everyone and everything else when the state of the world appears horrific and it’s an interesting recipe.  The desire to play God pulls on the heart strings even though he already knows exactly what he is doing here.  Those are spiritual tests created by the horrific displays we see on “the news”.  And I do believe we are meant to move beyond these systems but until we completely let go of any anger, resentment, bitterness or judgments they are still necessary on our wheel of evolution.

What can we do here to stop this wheel?

  • If you choose to engage in the media’s crazy making pick unconditional love and forgiveness.  Realize that God knows what he is doing in everyone’s lives.  Everything here has a purpose!
  • Any time you would have spent pointing the finger at what they are doing re-direct the time and energy to yourself to be a better person, a better neighbor, a better friend.  The media is in many ways just a diversion and waste of time when we could be focusing on taking action to really do things that make a difference.
  • Don’t be their emotional puppet.  They are feeding you specific information on purpose to play on your heart strings.  They want you to engage that negative voice and feed into the creation of more horrific acts by focusing your attention on the “terrible” state of the world.  Don’t be mind controlled.  Do your own research and make choices that are NOT led by their lies.  They are not here for your best interest.  They are here to try to tear us all down.  We must build ourselves up.  We choose what we believe regardless of their lies.  This is providing us with training by having the majority mind controlled so we have to stand against the them in our thoughts, beliefs, and actions to be independent.  This takes greater personal power and builds us into stronger beings if you use the experience as an opportunity to grow!
  • Tune into positive channels that educate, ignite, and inspire us.  There are so many wonderful things happening and new inventions that never get on the press release.  Start plugging into them!  Focus on the great directions we are heading so we can use our force to create more wonderful things happening.  This may take some re-wiring because we love drama.  “The dirt” is what makes ratings for a reason.  We love it!  Besides it may trigger some other personal work where we feel better about ourselves.  Would you rather see some amazing person who is changing the world who reminds you that you are simply a human being feeling somewhat insignificant in yourself or watch some horrific acts so you can feel better about yourself and the state of your affairs?  Is the fact they love drama fueling the fact you love drama?  This happens on a personal level and a big governmental level.  The toxic people at your job spreading gossip, the media, the focus of every event is what we talk about.  “The dirt” is so much more interesting than boring old peace and happiness.

This is very much where the mirrors of reality come in to show us what we need to heal, up-level, and evolve.  They have control of the matrix because we keep handing them the control.

If all of us would just switch our own thinking about the world from pointing the finger and blaming others to self-realization we would “unfuck the world”.  Not by changing them but by unfucking ourselves.  By jumping the spiritual tests they are meant to supply.  As long as you are angry or bitter at anyone even those who have made the most horrific offenses against mankind you have not learned what they are designed to teach you.  Besides all anger and bitterness is what they want to trigger to get that energetic feed.

This is exactly what Nelson Mandela is referencing in his great quote, “As I walked out the door toward the gate that would lead to my freedom, I knew if I didn’t leave my bitterness and hatred behind, I’d still be in prison.”  He gets it, Eva Kor gets it, and it’s the time for all of us to get it.  And know I put myself in the category of all of us who haven’t gotten it but I’m ready and consciously work on myself daily.

If we want to clean up the outside world we have to be willing to do the inner work to clean up the inside.  That means dropping the negative frequencies and replacing them with the positive frequencies.  That’s the spiritual evolution destination soulution!

Let’s bliss this place up!

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

Much gratitude and love to everyone on their journey either way!

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You can also subscribe to my blog by entering your email address below.  Get updated when new blog posts get published, books are released, and healing video’s become available.  Just like this article all it takes is shifting our perspective and knowing how to unravel the messages.  Let’s all move into the healed, evolved layers of ourselves so we can reflect a new reality and move into New Earth!



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Let’s Get Stoned!

Let’s get stoned bahaha . . . o.k. it’s a different kind of stoned than you might be thinking.  Still spellbinding I promise!  Breaking down the messages of stones, crystals, and earth elements in our lives is such a fascinating experience.  Let’s take what we’ve discussed on the last post Soul Messages from the Moonstone and pull it into some specific examples.  I’m going to use some of my own experiences but I want you to cross reference them with yours.  Plug in your own experience and just use it as a baseline idea.

Here’s the first stone that came into my life after awakening!  Which before I woke up I had no clue that crystals were anything but cool looking.  I had heard people talk about them but I was still sleeping and thought maybe they just smoked a little tooooo much wacky stuff.  Now people probably think that about me even though I don’t do any kind of drugs including white sugar and flour lol.  I do think the world is full of fun games with words however and love finding these little treasures.  Have you ever noticed things like crystal and crystal meth?  Isn’t that what drug users are seeking?  A state of consciousness that is inside of them without pain.  They just don’t know how to access it without the drug. Reality is just so harsh and so many things here do not make sense. The high creates the need for the mental escape but not without other very unpleasant repercussions and addictions.

Here we have a bunch of earth elements that perhaps this feeling of euphoria was derived from . . . crystal healing, crystal grids, crystal consciousness, crystal clear, and all of those things are tools to assisting in hitting new highs and evolving ourselves to new places without suffering.

Regardless I’m glad I was sleeping back then otherwise maybe I would have judged others when they judged me rather than coming from a place of compassion and understanding.  I really understand the reaction.  I’ve been there but for the first time I’m following my feelings, gut intuitions, and the voice of consciousness.  Although I had no actual knowledge about this new world I knew I felt connected to them all of the sudden.  I wanted to learn and know what this metaphysical world was all about.  I want to be surrounded in Earth elements not this Wal-Mart reality lol.

I was at a shop in Sedona and found hundreds of beautiful pieces but I loved this one.  Kyanite.  I looked up it’s meaning which it’s a great aid in opening the throat chakra.  OMG yes totally had issues with this my whole life.

I couldn’t say shit if I had a mouthful.

I would let people run over me to avoid hurting anyone’s feelings even if they hurt mine.

I had a hard time expressing myself, standing up for me, or holding my own opinions.  I was more of the what do you think?  How can I conform to create peace here in life and with others?

My husband is the opposite reflection.  He is confrontational, pushy, and when he holds a viewpoint let’s just say he’s very passionate that everyone else should feel and think the same way.  This has made me much stronger.  Not only have I had to voice my opinion, be true to myself, but I have to fight for it in a balanced way.  My husband has absolutely made me a better person by being the yin to my yang lol.  But only after I decided to start standing up to others and voicing my own truth.  We both have a lot of different opinions but it’s so cool that we can agree to disagree.  We don’t have to see everything the same way to love one another.

For some reason this was the monster in the closet to me.  Saying how I feel when it may cause ripples was huge in my mind.  Yet, now facing and moving through that I have found that it’s so much easier than I expected!  Plus it’s made my marriage better!  Who knew lol?!?

All soulmate lessons aside the stone itself is a mirror image of what I presented to the world.  The front is somewhat rough and unrefined.  It’s beautiful but not even close to what most girls would consider the shiny bling they want to wear.

The back shows deep internal cracks and what appears to be dirt dulling the overall appearance.  My energetic body was at the same point in my journey.  The face I presented the world was like the front of the stone.  It mirrored the face that I wore out for the world to see.  My true inner self was full of deep trauma’s, layers of soul pollution dulling my shine, and hidden wounds.  Just like the appearance of the back side of the stone.  I did not wear it with the “ugly” side out just like me.  The true wounded self was hidden.  Exactly what I would do when I put the necklace on making sure to put the best side face forward.

This is exactly how the stone was a mirror to me as an energetic being.  I had woken up and realized I was living in a hologram built off of my internal self.  I could see now that I was broken.  At this point in my soul work I could not even look in the mirror and say I love myself.  I was full of insecurities, emotional baggage, and unhealed wounds.  I was clueless to even what I was doing here.  I didn’t understand the world.  I didn’t understand why I was here.  I didn’t want to be in my body.  I certainly didn’t understand any possible purpose in being in a world where so much hurt was going on.  The news was horrifying to me.  The state of the nation completely depressing.  I had lots of “issues”, anger, hate, and judgments in me even if it was for the “evil” in the world.

I didn’t just put this necklace on and think it was going to do all the work for me.  I worked in small steps on voicing my opinion.  I did self-work on flushing the people pleaser rather than an authentic person true to myself.  I started unraveling all the “issues” inside me being mirrored by the outside world.  The stone was not worn with the idea it would do everything for me.  However, it did assist me in opening my consciousness but I had to do the actual self-work.

At a certain time frame I didn’t feel the same need to wear this stone which isn’t co-incidence either.  I had upleveled, healed, and evolved through a lot of trauma and keys were coming together of what I was doing here.  I was at another crystal shop and found another piece that I liked that was amethyst.  At this point I had done a lot of healing work and this definitely reflected the new stage of life.  Amethyst is known for dealing with toxic energy.  And I was unraveling that part of my journey.  Learning how to seal off my bubble against the dark bodies and negative energy.

My husband saw the necklace and immediately reacted with a condescending tone.  “Oh I see you bought yourself something”.  I mirrored back an inner wound I had been working on . . . feeling ashamed when I spend money on myself.  Unable to receive.  Overly-Sensitive.  My reaction was immediately to qualify the purchase by saying it was $7.50.  I had gotten emotionally triggered by his comment shaming me because I had the internal matching wound.  Once all of the trauma connected to those unbalanced elements in myself healed only then would I be able to not react to his comment.  It wasn’t about him.  He was just the messenger.

Do you see when we have soulmates something much more powerful is happening!  They are wired to match our inner trauma’s.  Before I woke up I would have blamed my husband.  I would have thought he was such an asshole making me feel bad for buying a $7.50 necklace.  He probably spent more than that on gas station junk food that day lol.  Now though I see where my inner toxic voice matched his external voice to me.  That I can heal, evolve, and move through into new inner frequencies . . . able to receive without shame.  I had to giggle though at the whole experience.  The necklace itself provided me with an opportunity to do that work internally and be a messenger to me.

When we have toxic people we feel we need to block it’s actually mirroring the inner relationship.  The emotional reactions are simply clues to where we are toxic, weak, or have unhealed trauma’s in ourselves.  The laws of attractions at work bring us what is energetically inside of us already needing to be healed.  We want to blame other people.  We want to think it’s their fault.  We want to be victims.  The truth is no one controls our emotions but us.  If I emotionally react to someone now I ask myself the questions.

  • Are they are just sending me the message where I already feel this way about myself?  Our subconscious self talk can often be seen by how others talk to us.  Let’s say we have “friends” who hammer us on every mistake we make.  It’s a match for what we do with our self talk.  We mentally hammer ourselves for everything we do wrong and do NOT see, acknowledge or give ourselves credit for all the wonderful things we do right.
  • Is this something I do I cannot see because my ego wants to believe it’s fabricated stories rather than see the truth?  Sometimes it is something we do and don’t want to be accountable for fixing ourselves.  My whole life I’ve been a push over.  I let people sway me on opinions or my kids walk all over me.  I wanted them to change.  Why can’t they just do what I ask instead of fighting me all of the time?  I would get frustrated with them rather than seeing myself as the problem.  When I woke up I realized they were just here to make me stick to what I say.  Don’t weaken.  Don’t give in.  Stop being a doormat.
  • Is this something the other person is actually blaming me for but what they do?  When you start figuring out how “projection” works it’s soooooo coool!  So much of what people see in others are actually elements of themselves.  I had never known this and so I took on so much of what others said with so much confusion.  Why would they think that about me?  Why would they say that?  Well really it is actually what they were doing or trying to finger point about and they are trying to point their guilty conscious onto me.
  • Is this suffering created by my ego’s need to control the world or people?  A lot of my own issues about the state of situations and relationships were simply my ego wanting to say what is right and wrong for others.  Instead of just focus on my own life and what I was doing right and wrong.  What I needed to fix, heal, evolve, and change.  I started asking myself questions.  Can I do something about this?  Is it going to help or change the situation by getting worked up or just change my mood, outlook, and happiness?  I stopped plugging into toxic things and letting them control me.  I used all of that hurt and focused in on healing and doing things that would truly in my mind make a positive difference.

Our emotional reactions are absolutely a road map to the soul.  Some places are where we need to work on us absolutely.  And some places are where other people are mirroring back where they need to work on them but instead of seeing it for what it is they try and pin it on you.  You can insert whatever experience you want it all breaks down the same.  Just the wounds are mirrored back differently or the messages maybe different.

This is all that relationships are in our lives.  MIRRORS!  If there is some emotional suffering created in the dynamic we need to open our eyes.  These are the places where our inner garbage matches up with the garbage someone else is handing us.  Or the way they treat us matches the way we feel we deserve to be treated.  Or a spiritual test we haven’t jumped?  Or karma circling? And the reality is the truth not what the brain tries to tell us.  Truly in the space of wearing this necklace that’s exactly where I was in my life.  I had “friends” but they were only there when they wanted to use me for something.  If we allow ourselves to be used by people who’s doing the allowing?  We are.  Why?  We feel like we need to do stuff for someone to be liked.  And at the heart of me was a person who genuinely wants to help people but I was out of balance.  I had people who I was there for but were not there for me.

In none of these situations am I depending on the stones to do anything “for me” but I am allowing the opening up of the energy for them to show me “what do I need to do for myself” to heal and transform.  How can I use the crystals energy to assist me?  I look up the meanings and messages of the stones, crystals, and earth properties that have been brought into my life.  There could be a stone show up and then you have a vivid dream that’s trying to communicate some aspect or element of you.  Part of it is interpreting what the universe is trying to communicate and the other part is practical application.  You may make a crystal grid and set an intention of unlocking the true emotional issues in connection with a physical illness.  Life is full of messages but we have to change our perspective.  Look, listen, and actually do the inner/outer work!

We are in a world of hurt people hurting people and we are included in that.  In order to stop the wheel of hurt we must complete the mission here.  Evolve, heal, and transcend these old thought patterns blaming, pointing the finger, and pushing off our responsibility to heal on other people’s personality qualities.  Your body, your life, your experiences are the output of the energetic input.  It’s that simple.

Rather than blaming, judging, or feeling that things happen to you shift your perspective.  Anywhere there is suffering in your life it’s looking to send you a message of what’s already inside of you.  Weakness’s, insecurities, spiritual tests that have not been jumped, unhealed trauma’s, and inner wounds being replayed over and over.  Your job, marriage, friendships, and relationships are all designed to do one thing.  Teach, evolve, and show you where you need to do inner work.

This is the first step we need to take!  Reverse our thought process about life and start mapping everything that creates suffering back to us.  Only when we change the internal energetic charges can we reflect the new reality.  Any wars or conflicts with the world are simply mirroring the war, imbalances, and conflicts already residing inside of us.  We want to flip the switch and start mirroring back abundance, peace, love, bliss, and our healed evolved version of ourselves!

Let’s teach you how to be your own soul investigator.  All the darkness in the outside world is by design to trigger the darkness inside of us.  We need to clear those responses out and do the soul work to strip the darkness of all it’s power and allow it to let our LIGHT SHINE BRIGHTER.

I want us and our energetic bodies to stay lit up like this picture below no matter where we are, who’s trying to get in our bubble, or what’s happening in the outside world.  That is at the heart of energy healing.   Not allowing this messed up place to energetically transfer any of your inner light to the darkness.  We are coming to a time when many Starseeds are coming together to win in this energetic, physical, mental, and emotional war.  All of us must purify so we can assist the rest of the planet in understanding the keys, purpose, and build the strength that the narcissists, Illuminati, toxic personalities, Reptilians, etc. are designed to teach us.

What is happening on Earth between good and evil is going on in the small scale between people, a big scale with the governments, and on a galactic scale with different planetary members from all over the galaxy incarnating to assist Earth in this big shift.  This is exactly what we are doing here as we unfold our spiritual missions

Constantly radiating light even in the dark!  We will get into that in the next blog post.  How exactly can we do that with so many negative entities trying to tear us down?  Stay tuned!

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

Much gratitude and love to everyone on their journey either way!

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Soul Messages from the Moonstone

I’ve noticed a complete cycle of personal awakening and development that has been rotating around the red moons.  Does anyone remember the series of 4 red moons all occurring on Jewish holidays that started in 2014?  That’s when I started having experiences with energy and consciousness.  My own awakening!!!  Do you realize that the moon and all the planets are simply elements, stones, or crystals themselves?

Is there anyone else who notices internal shifts around these MOONS?

And something else completely fascinated me around this Lunar Eclipse, blood moon, super moon, blue moon, red moon on January 31, 2018.  I had two different conversations with people around stones.  Plus my purse showed up in the mail on that day which is super fabulous!!!

There are all kinds of multi dimensional elements fused in here the moons themselves, flower of life or “atom” represented on the back, symbols of the multidimensional universe, chakras, four triangles on the back in the corners of the square represent the 4 directions or the 4 energies earth, air, water, fire and the stones, Laboradorite on the front, Azurite on the back, and more. I love it!  Presents from the universe always come with this fascinating timing!  This was originally was meant to be my Christmas present but it was so much fun designing it with Cheyenne Williams at East Coast Leather it took longer than expected.  So when I checked the shipping and found it had hit my mailbox on January 31st it reminded me that nothing here is coincidence.  If you love custom handcrafted leather work like this you can find her beautiful work on Etsy or use this link to her shop!

Click Here East Coast Leather Shop

So interesting to me too because during this window of Eclipse time I had seen my dear friend who is working the Tuscon Gem Show have a beautiful mystic quartz ring show up.  And she found a coin in the dance studio that had her spirit animal on it along with Queen Elizabeth on the back.  Elizabeth is her middle name.  Plus another friend of mine asked me some questions about stones.  That sparked me into this whole blog.  She has been told to carry moonstone and rose quartz.

What is my opinion on that?

How do they work as protection?

What is she supposed to do with the stone?

I am absolutely not a fan of believing or putting my personal power on a stone.  I am however a huge fan of calling the properties of the stone into ourselves.  When stones come into our lives the universe is sending us a message.  This is the time opening for us to do the personal work to take on the qualities of the stone.  We are on a great journey of Alchemy as we become all of the properties, frequencies, and vibrations necessary to become a pure frequency and vibration.  The stones are assisting us but we are not depending on them to do the inner work for us.  Which I suppose somewhat frazzles me about current information like stones are the metaphysical world of prescription drugs bahaha.

Here carry this stone and then you don’t have to do any self-work at all.  The stone will do it for you.  No, I don’t believe that and not that I don’t believe in crystals, stones, and earth elements obviously I do.  I know when my spiritual body is the perfect balance of all the elements my physical reality will be surrounded by them.  I will have a house made of crystals, stones, and earth elements.  I love them!!!  I just don’t believe in handing them our power.  And in some ways I think they are marketed as such and that’s not the intention of them in my mind.  And there are hundreds of opinions.  But if a stone comes into my life then I look it up and find out what is the meaning here.  It is absolutely relevant to my life.  It’s the same way I get drawn to stones that I wear.

My brain is not one to memorize the properties of each crystal or know all the names.  I go off of feeling and being drawn to a particular piece.  Plus when these assistants or personal messengers come into my life in such a way as I wear them all of the time I know it’s significant to my journey.  I have lots of crystals and use them for grids all of the time.  They are fascinating!!  However, there are only a few that I wear all of the time or feel an energy to pack them with me.  The universe works the same way for all of us!!  You are having a magical experience here and the messages are always around us!!

If you are just awakening and metaphysical energy has come into your life in the form of a stone, crystal, earth element in an impactful significant way look up the spiritual or energetic meaning that it carries.  Do personal work on those area’s and call all the energy into you.  The universe will line up all the necessary players, situations, and experiences in your life to make it happen.

What we are doing here using these earth elements to assist us is spiritual alchemy!  Natural earth elements do not carry ego’s, trauma’s, and unhealed wounds.  There vibration is pure.  We however do carry all of these negative frequencies and vibrations.  As we do the inner work though we raise our own elemental properties.  Thus becoming closer and closer to our natural vibration which is pure and untainted by ego or this 3rd dimensional experience called Earth.  Even the people who are in our lives we consider “toxic” we realize are simply ways to raise our vibration and show us our own unhealed wounds.  You cannot take on someone else’s toxic behaviors unless you have an inner matching wound which we will be diving into on the next post.

I will be using stones that have come into my life to show you specific examples of how I feel this works that you can use to cross reference into your own life.  You will just need to apply the concepts into your own journey.  Be your own soul investigator!

Here’s a link to a great article on spiritual alchemy for those just being introduced to the concept.


Think about it . . . all the exterior elements reflect the interior elements!  Is the base metal a soul frequency . . . are you moving through the elemental chart by changing your inner charges?  Everything here is inner related.  Meridians run like rivers, chakra’s rotate like the solar system, the mirror image of eartHEART which both include the word EAR meaning listen to the messages, and I could go on!

And I love google it’s such a cool span of time right now with so much information at our finger tips.  For sure I know from the time the first gemstone showed up in my life to today has been a wild ride.  I’m so grateful!  My life has done a complete reversal from just a few years ago.  My life is full of magic, beauty, and wander!  But without this awakening and these experiences I would still be asleep and in that self created prison I used to live in.  Let’s all wake up and make magic!

What gemstone are you right now?

What do we need to do to rid your body of all this trauma, unhealed wounds, and places where you are toxic to yourself being mirrored back by toxic situations, relationships, and your feelings about life?

What are the negative frequencies and vibrations that must be transformed so you can ascend your soul through the great journey of elements.  Awaken your inner alchemist!

Within this physical world we see is the energetic world.  You hold the universe inside of you yet there is pollution soul pollution mirrored as earth pollution standing in your/our way of magic of ascension, of NEW Earth, of us all crystallizing our experience.

Let’s crystallize!

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

Much gratitude and love to everyone on their journey either way!

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You can also subscribe to my blog by entering your email address below.  Get updated when new blog posts get published, books are released, and healing video’s become available.  Just like this article all it takes is shifting our perspective and knowing how to unravel the messages.  Let’s all move into the healed, evolved layers of ourselves so we can reflect a new reality and move into New Earth!




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Toxic Attractions and New Reactions

We all know those toxic personalities that we just cannot escape on planet Earth . . . DAMMIT LOL!  The light and the dark actually line up TO TEACH EACH OTHER soul lessons.  We often find ourselves cornered into dealing with them at work, home, or in life in some way.  If we don’t understand all the dynamics instead of the dark (narcissists, toxic personalities, etc) making the light (empaths, healers, fixers) shine brighter they actually feed off of our vibes like a parasite.  You can’t see it but there is energy transferring between people all of the time.  AND if the toxic person can control your emotions you are giving them “supply”.  Unknowingly feeding the beast . . .

In order to starve them of getting any energy from you and sealing off your own energetic body you have to do inner work.  This post is designed for the Empath (light body) who is already educated on the Narcissist’s (dark bodies) traits and behaviors.  I will be posting a future blog on those qualities but I feel that there are plenty of online articles and information available on the topic.  In fact, Melanie Tonia Evans has a fabulous amount of blogs and youtube’s with an amazing amount of content and information.  I personally have relied on her work to help me make sense of the nonsense and heal a lot of broken parts inside myself.  If I was to pay her for what she has done to help me with completely FREE resources I would owe her millions of dollars.  I can’t thank her enough for her work and what she continues to do in evolving the consciousness and healing of the planet.  She is brilliant!!  Here’s the link to her blog post outlining the characteristics of a narcissist (dark body).

Click Here – Characteristics of the Narcissist

Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Program by Melanie Tonia Evans

Or you can check into her abuse recovery program by clicking the picture link to the right to find out more.  Any time you click on or use the links from my website we as affiliate partners retain a certain commission for spreading the word!  It’s a great relationship of helping one another.  AND if you are not in a position to buy her program she has an amazing amount of blogs, youtubes, and information available for free on her website. 

What I’ve not seen a lot of information about is the actual soul purpose of the Narcissists and Toxic Personalities.  There are specific reasons that we are in this sort of container with what I call dark bodies (narcissists).  God/Universe/Gaia has designed this dimension on purpose with these personality types.

In the relationship of the Empath (light body) and the Narcissist (dark body) both parties are looking for the other person to change so they don’t have to deal with their own inadequacies.  Yet if we change, heal, grow and evolve ourselves a powerful dynamic changes.  We recognize the narcissist’s tactics have become the stepping stone we use to get stronger.  In fact, they are like looking into a mirror where our imbalances line up with theirs perfectly.  These dynamics are actually where the opposite charges line up, attract, and connect people in relationships where they have places they need to do self-work.  Any element of your life that has suffering is trying to communicate with you a message for inner healing and self-realization.

Here are a few important tips to remember when dealing with narcissists, toxic, controlling, and manipulative personalities:

  1. CONFRONTATIONAL MEETS HIDES FROM CONFRONTATION:  When having a different opinion do not be wavered on what you think and feel. Be aware your job is to state your thoughts, belief systems, or ideals but then be unattached to their reaction.  They will argue for the state of arguing if you engage.  They love drama!  They usually create their own problems and then cry about them regardless of what they say.  Engaging means getting emotionally wrapped up in trying to make your point be heard, acknowledged, and accepted.  The narcissist is not capable.  However what you are begging yourself to do is be heard by YOU!  Regardless of what anyone believes, does, or thinks I am valid and have a right to be heard.  Do not let your voice be squashed but do not try to convince them of anything either.  You do not have to agree to respect each other’s opinions or love one another.  Understand you can control your reactions and how you deal with people.  THAT’S IT!  Everyone else is simply living their life according to their own viewpoints and reality.  If they weren’t completely delusional we would never gain this inner strength.
  2. CRITICAL OF OURSELVES MEETS CRITICAL OF US:  Love yourself exactly as you are including your flaws and imperfections. They will absolutely manipulate those against you!  They will say things on purpose to hurt your feelings.  We need the experience to show us where we reject ourselves.  The criticisms that cause us emotional distress or suffering are actually the mirrors where we hold guilt, anger, shame, or some kind of negative emotions “conditional love” about ourselves.  They are doing their part to painfully point it out.  If someone criticizes you ask yourself is this my issue?  Am I the one that’s got the internal problem.  I hate that I’m __________________.  Allow those criticisms to show you where you need to work on you.  When you no longer emotionally react you know have healed all those spaces where you reject you.  Newsflash it wasn’t ever about them anyways!
  3. CONTROLLING MEETS GIVES OTHER PEOPLE CONTROL:  As an empath we have no desire to control other people.  Yet, here is the dark body always trying to manipulate and control us.  They have so many tactics they that we are completely unaware of because we don’t use those skill sets.  Threats, blow ups, manipulating what we love in order to set us up (money, your children, hobbies, wherever your heart maybe attached too).  Isolating us from healthy relationships.  And yet we have the power to see through all of these tactics in order to regain our control.  If we don’t fall into the manipulation tactics and maintain a strong sense of self, who we are, and what we want they CANNOT infiltrate our being with their techniques.  The dark bodies see people as commodities to be controlled on purpose so we develop this strength.  It’s your job to stop giving away all your control.  Take back your personal power.
  4. WILL NOT GIVE YOU CREDIT FOR WHAT YOU DO MEETS WILL NOT GIVE OURSELVES CREDIT FOR WHAT WE DO:  We don’t feel like we are enough so we attract someone who makes us feel like we are never enough.  Every time they do not validate you . . . VALIDATE YOURSELF! They on purpose are not going to hear your concerns, give you credit for anything you do, or desire you to truly feel supported, loved, and honored.  You will have to become that sense of support, love, and trust to yourself.  Start giving yourself credit for what you do and contribute.  The reason we attract these soul mates is to create the suffering we need to see the issue isn’t them but us and where we have failed ourselves.  That we can fix!
  5. LIAR/MANIPULATOR MEETS NAIVE/GULLIBLE:  Awe it’s so cute for them to watch us truly believe their lies.  Here is the snake in the tree of the Garden of Eden so beautifully selling us the apple.  We are like Eve believing them because we are not full of lies and manipulations.  We don’t see those coming.  On purpose the snake has these magical powers to in fact “sell ice to the Eskimo”.  Here we are just falling into the trap believing them.  Start studying the habits of liars and manipulators.  Do they change their tone of voice or body language?  Where do their words not line up with their actions?  Do not just believe people without consulting the inner investigator first!  Lies, manipulations, blow ups, silent treatments, pouting, brooding, projecting, slandering, and the whole beautiful array of narcissistic manipulative tactics you can see through once you really get educated.  Start studying their tactics so you don’t get pulled into their games time and time again.
  6. TAKER MEETS THE GIVER:  Set your boundaries for yourself. Know exactly what you will and won’t do.  This can be the hardest part for Empaths.  We are giving tree’s and that’s exactly why they saw us as a commodity.  Not only will you have to set boundaries for yourself but you will have to FIGHT for them.  Here you are non-confrontational, a people pleaser, and always want to make other people happy.  They are that pushy person who will take, take, take until you are completely drained.  You sincerely want to be and do everything for everyone else at the cost of completely selling your soul.  We actually think we have to be a commodity for someone else to love us and they think you need to be a commodity for them to be loved.  Make the decision to say “no”, set boundaries, and reach balance (giving/receiving).  This will be a new space in the relationship and maybe difficult for them.  Be grounded and unattached to their tactics.  If they don’t love you when you are no longer the giving tree they never truly loved you anyways.
  7. CANNOT FIGHT FOR OURSELVES MEETS SOMEONE WHO WON’T FIGHT FOR YOU AND IS ALWAYS FIGHTING AGAINST YOU:  We must finally learn how to fight for ourselves in balance.  We have to see all the tactics, get trained, and learn some skills to protect ourselves.  If you are battling for something you feel is right be prepared to really lay out the carpet as to how this decision or agreement will BENEFIT the narcissist. They are ego maniacs so you can also use sheltering their public appearance as an important cornerstone.  Add in some little comments, “How will it look to everyone if you don’t support ___________?”  They are masters at triangulation meaning using an outside person to corner or gaslight you.  They will have usually teamed up with another person who makes a good puppet for them in order for you to feel like the odd man out.  This creates the illusion that you are wrong.  We will get into some of the tactics in a future blog post but you can get educated now.  Gaslighting, blanket generalizations, talking in circles, projections, and all kinds of tactics will be used against you.  Get educated and start fighting for yourself!
  8. CO-DEPENDENT MEETS CAN’T BE TRUSTED WITH BEING DEPENDED ON:  Get ready to move through the co-dependent part of you!  Really get at peace with being in your own company.  Trust me you’ll have plenty of time while you’re in the silent treatment mode or being discarded and de-valued!  Get serious with yourself . . . are you the “needs to be needed” attracting the “needy”?  Narcissists are great at trying to convince you to sign on the dotted line.  Once they get what they want poof they are gone.  On purpose the co-dependent needs this person who cannot be relied upon to lean and trust in themselves.  AND Definitely don’t agree to signing up for anything you know you can’t complete yourself.  If you need their knowledge or skills you are setting yourself up for frustrations.  They are teaching you how to rely on you and no one else.
  9. WE DON’T KNOW WHO WE ARE MEETS I WILL TELL YOU WHO YOU ARE:  Get to know who you are without anyone else’s opinions. You most likely had goals and dreams before the narcissist.  What are they?  You most likely had friends and family who have been squeezed out of your life if they were considered a threat.  Go spend time with them.  Pursue your own interests again!  Discover who you are without the people pleaser, the societal programming, and the toxic person defining what you will be.  We have a very weak sense of ourselves and need to find that person.  Until then the narcissist is happy to define us and absorb us into feeding their projects, goals, and build their empire.  It’s up to you to do the inner work.
  10. OVERLY CONFIDENT MEETS OVERLY INSECURE:  Give validation to the narcissist. There is nothing wrong with admiring the narcissist’s strengths.  They can also be great people in lots of ways.  In fact, when you start healing yourself and there tactics no longer work it’s so much easier to enjoy their company.  We think we are angry with them.  Doing self-work shows us we are angry with ourselves being unable to deal with them.  I have learned a lot from narcissists!  They are ego maniacs so being great athletes, skilled professionals, leaders, or go-getters are qualities I admire.  Where before I would doubt, over-analyze, and be insecure the narcissist would be there reflecting that opposite personality.  Every person here has something to teach us and continually working on ourselves is the true task.  Gaining inner confidence, faith in myself, and perfecting inner balance is the goal.
  11. WANTS TO HELP EVERYONE MEETS WANTS TO SABOTAGE EVERYONE:  Be aware they are not here to help you in the traditional sense. They will sabotage your happiness and success on purpose.  If you start a diet they will push some sweet treat in your face.  If you start working out they will try and sabotage your plans.  To the narcissist everyone is competition.  There is not enough for everyone whether it’s admiration, love, money, or resources.  Do you see?  It takes a lot more inner strength to build yourself while someone is trying to tear you down.  They are temptations gateway.  Oh you just quit smoking let me blow smoke in your face.  Oh you’re on a diet and they just happen to show up with your favorite desert because they are so nice and thought about you.  Really they are just worried.  What if you have your own friends and they are not the center focus?  What if you follow your goals and dreams becoming successful and you don’t need them?  What if you get stronger and no longer are feeding their energy as a commodity to them?  If you get stronger or move beyond them what will happen to their false ego?  And in all of this worry they supply us with the test of our determination, will power, and determination.  Will you pick up that cigarette?  Will you eat the cake?  Will you dwindle your friends list for them?
  12. WE HAVE UNHEALED WEAKNESS’S WHERE WE REJECT OURSELVES AND THEY LOVE TO POINT THOSE OUT SO WE CAN FINALLY UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE OURSELVES AND OUR WEAKNESS’S:  Don’t dish out any personal information about weak spots in you. Everything you say can and will be used against you.  If you have already let the cat out of the bag be conscious of how they will use this information to push your hot buttons.  You can see how it’s being twisted to hurt you.  What’s really happening is the narcissist is magnifying the negative inner voice inside ourselves.  Use it as a tool to unconditionally love yourself and let whatever emotions come up be released.  Do you see?  The narcissist is voicing the negative inner voice inside ourselves.  They have showed up to show us the match for our own self talk.  You cannot attract someone who unconditionally loves you and your weakness’s, imperfections, and faults until you internally switch the coding inside yourself!  It’s not about them.  It’s about you.
  13. WE CAN’T LET GO OF WANTING TO HEAL AND FIX THE WORLD AND THEY ARE GREAT TEACHERS OF DRAWING THAT LINE . . . LETTING GO.  WE CANNOT HEAL AND FIX EVERYTHING:  You have to make peace with their qualities so you don’t bang your head against the wall. They don’t have the ability to feel guilty, ashamed, or compassionate for other people.  Their viewpoint is rationalized with them being the victim always regardless of what you have done.  They will twist every situation to make it look like they are the poor innocent wounded person.  This includes ignoring all facts that don’t support them.  Talking in circles.  Making blanket generalizations without supporting details.  Regular scheduled melt downs.  You are the bad guy but really they are frustrated with themselves, their job, their weight, etc. but it’s manifested to something about you.  They can’t be accountable for their faults.  We want so badly for them to see it yet they will never see it and the only person left frustrated will be you!  And truly the narcissist loves people on conditions and so do we . . . unconditional love would never be so powerful if it wasn’t for these personality types.  They are the test of the depths of our love.  Without moving into this space for them you will hold bitterness, anger, resentment, and judgement’s which only hurts you.  They do not care and will be the same regardless of how much you want to “fix” them.  Besides when you get into soul work you know they are exactly how they need to be to “fix” you.
  14. POSITIVE VIBE ATTRACTS NEGATIVE VIBE:  They will have completely false perceptions of situations, the past, people, or experiences that are nowhere in alignment with the truth. Don’t argue out there reality of disillusions it’s a waste of time and energy.  They really do live in their fantasy land where they are always the hero.  Or the victim or whatever it is they need to warp to fit their fake reality and get supply.  They see their lives with their own pair of sunglasses.  That pair of sunglasses puts everything and everyone in a negative light.  Except for themselves!  If you’re starting to see this be proud of yourself.  We are gullible and naïve and before you would have just fallen down the sucker road.  That means taking on their negative vibes.  The ultimate drain hole is surrounding you with their comments, viewpoints, and tilted reality.  To stay positive when you are around them means sealing off your container like a force field.  Otherwise anytime you hang out with them their negative goobers will bring you down.  Learn how to not be anyone else’s emotional puppet.  If they are negative don’t take that on and stay positive.  There glass is always half empty!  Yours doesn’t have to be!

Engaging peacefully with these personality types is completely possible.  Seems like a challenge and you know what initially it is.  However, as time goes on and you begin healing everything gets easier.  You really start understanding that they are helping you see those internal cracks and making you stronger.  The narcissist is simply showing you where you have imbalances.  These can be referenced to the energy systems that are not staying open.  I love the chakra archetypes because they are an easy way for me to identify when I am closing or opening chakra’s by doing my own self assessments.  Here is a link to a good article on the chakra archetypes that quickly allows you to do your own “reality” check.  See what resonates with you!


Your energy body is constantly opening and closing to how you live your life!  Shocking isn’t it lol.  The creator has completely designed a system that opens and closes energy when you are spiritually aligned.  That means energy work can open a doorway to healing but without changes in our state of being your energy field can close up moments after you get off the massage table.  All the work you just did was simply a band-aid.  A temporary fix.

Your energy field is constantly ebbing and flowing as you handle different situations, relationships and life.  The only true healing in my mind is the one that empowers the person and awakens a new awareness.  You are closing your own energy systems with any patterns, situations, or relationships that create emotional suffering.  The places where your energy is blocked from this suffering is creating illness and disease.  And vice versa!  Keeping these energy systems open all of the time takes self-work or self-realization.  You are the healer!  You are the “magic wand”!  It’s just all the concepts that have been kept in the vault by the Illuminati and tainting of information.  That’s why we are in this great window of time.


It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

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Bully Brave – Heal To Break Free

I’ve been so overwhelmed by some of the video clips lately showing the narcissistic bully victimizing innocent people.  It’s seriously such a heart wrenching experience for an Empath to see someone else be traumatized by the offenses of the dark bodies walking this planet.  It’s even more frustrating to know what’s happening under the veil and inside the holographic universe that most people do not see or understand.  And it’s part of my mission for 2018 to break down all the barriers between good and evil like we discussed on this last post.

Click here to Link To Blog Post – Shedding Light On The Dark.

For so long I just could NOT even begin to understand why these hurtful human beings would be a part of God’s plan.  Then I discovered they have a purpose in our healing and soul evolution!!

Keaton Jones I want you to heal, evolve, and transform from your experiences.  I want all of us who have dealt with the bully to strip them of their power and give it back to ourselves.  Here is the link to the youtube video that inspired me if it does not load for you.


Certainly I am not trying to justify them with what you are about to read.  However, I am seriously concerned that if we do not teach these principles the wheels of trauma will continue to go around and around without their purpose being recognized.       

Let me make this as simple as possible.

You are in a container with two forces:

  1. dark bodies – those people who get a feedback from hurting others and are not capable of human emotion such as empathy or compassion.
  2. light bodies – those people who get a feedback from helping others and are capable of profound amounts of empathy and compassion, in fact, to the point where WHEN OTHERS ARE HURT WE HURT.

You have a physical body and world that you can see which is what we all know.

You have an energetic and spiritual body that most people cannot see that consists of energy vibrating at all different frequencies.  These can be seen by some as etheric cords all connecting us together.  Much how your television works – all different pixels of light being reflected at different wavelengths to create “reality”.  These pixels of light contain all the coding of your cellular structure, unhealed wounds, and inner trauma’s.  They become broadcast here on “Earth” in order to reflect back those experiences you need to evolve, heal, and change through a system called suffering or bliss.  Bliss being the healed evolved you mirrored back through life.

Most of you already know this holographic universe or matrix exists but for those who’ve stumbled across my blog here is a link to the scientific evidence supporting this theory.

Science Daily – Holographic Universe

Your ability to see the matrix is completely unimportant because the answers are all here in the physical output and can easily be unraveled when you learn the techniques.  It’s all up to YOU.

Let’s get to it!

Have you noticed bullies only pick certain people to victimize?!?  And the victim usually carries out a very dramatic response to their attacks?!?!  What is this method of selection that is being used?!?  Some random inconsistent decision or something much deeper.  It’s actually a very scientific system all relating to inner trauma’s that are identical within both parties.  Even if the methods of extracting energy, love, attention, and validation are from opposite systems the bottom line issues are the same.

The dark body or narcissist is insecure and does not feel lovable at their core so they must tear someone else down to elevate themselves.  The victim does not internally feel lovable and the places the bully chooses to hit on are exact matches for where the victim is insecure.

The bully is that loud, screaming, obnoxious, hurtful voice in the outside world that matches the victims internal voice.

What do I mean by this?

What if YOU HATE YOUr nose or big butt?  Whatever it is that you have issues with YOU!  You will immediately get emotionally triggered when the bully starts running around in circles making fun of you.  What if you decide to unconditionally love your imperfections (heart chakra)?  We are all imperfect here but the empath or light body internally magnifies their imperfections.   Here the narcissist bully has shown up to painfully reflect that relationship the individual has with themselves!

You know why?

Without the pain we would never do the self work to finally see those spaces.  No self growth occurs where we are comfortable.  What happens when you see that this is about you rather than them?  You do the inner healing work to accept and unconditionally love yourself no matter what it is . . . the big nose, stupid, you fill in your own blank.

You could care less what they say about you when you:


They are no longer triggering that inner trauma.  That completely robs them of any sick payoff they can get from torturing you.  What’s the most horrific powerful experience the bully can have that completely goes against the fibers of their being.

You unconditionally love yourself so deeply that no one can pull you into their games.

Yep, I have a big nose.  OR  You’re right.  I do have learning difficulties and challenges.  SO do you, in fact, we all have strengths and weakness’s that are different.  The heart chakra can stay open because you have chosen unconditional love.  The throat chakra can stay open because you have stated your feelings but are unattached to their reaction.  So what you want to jump around and call me names?!?  You will know you have completely healed when being faced with them or re-counting there offenses no longer emotionally triggers you.

They are giving you the road map to your broken parts.  Just like the video with this little boy.  What if he looked at the situation as a source to do healing work?  Is it really about the bully saying my face is ugly, I have no friends, or I feel like my face is ugly or is my self worth dependent on having friends?  I decided on a system of taught belief systems that I am acceptable and lovable on these conditions or physical attributes.  If I do not fit the cookie cutter mold they do not accept me and neither do I.  Whether it’s physically, mentally, emotionally, or whatever it is that space the bully seems to hurt your feelings.  That’s where the healing work can be done.  Until the victim accepts and unconditionally loves himself these situations will keep coming up for him!

And honestly it must happen to create the suffering to finally find value and love for himself exactly as he is imperfectly perfect.  Only then can his emotional reaction to the bully’s slams over and over not emotionally affect him.  The truth is we do not know how to unconditionally love ourselves much less others.  All these games on the outside world reflect the games each and every single one of us play with ourselves.  THIS IS THE TIME OF ENLIGHTENMENT TO HEAL!

Only then when he unconditionally loves those broken parts can he mirror situations in life with people who unconditionally love him.  Only when the bully unconditionally loves himself without needing to tear others down to lift himself up can he heal his own toxic behaviors.  That is exactly why UNCONDITIONAL LOVE is the MAGICAL UNIVERSAL FORCE that will change everything.

Let’s say you start doing the inner work to unconditionally love your broken parts.  By healing these inner wounds they cannot get to you.  They are used to you being terrorized by their actions and now you do not emotionally get pulled into their games.  They will bump up their monkey behaviors jumping around, loud, rude, and right in your face to test you.

Will they be able to get under your skin?  Providing us with the great lesson as stated by Ghandi – “No one can hurt me without my permission.”  You must engage them in some way or “give them permission” to let their words hurt you.  Guess what that means you also have the power to “deny them access”.  When you completely deal with these personalities unaffected you will realize how much stronger they have made you in their attempts to tear you down.

If the narcissistic bully is capable of pulling you into self-doubt, anger, frustration, insecurity, conditional love, shame, guilt, etc. they will keep coming back for more.  That’s the energy they need just like your body needs food.  And trust me they will get loud and in your face if you do not engage with them.  That’s how they provide another spiritual test for you.  You must stand up for yourself in a healthy way without dropping into rage or anger.

You must learn self control in order to keep your cool and not go into the deep end with them.


Beyond a physical confrontation with them what is this barrage of hurtful words anyway.  A way to inspire that ego of yours to fall into their traps.  It’s like the gnats that buzz around while you are trying to meditate or work outside and every part of you wants to squash that little sucker but you can’t get your fingers on him.  He knows how to get right by your ear and make a lot of noise to come between you and your focus.  The trick and the power is in staying focused, centered, and open regardless of conditions.

They are just the trigger point you needed and messenger of YOUR inner wounds and imbalances.  They have the road map to your cracks and so do you by every time you emotionally react to them!

There are 3 main parts to healing through the bullies attacks:

  1. They do not love you for your imperfections meets I do not love myself for my imperfections.
  2. Lack of self-control meets that pushy barometer of your self-control.  Seriously, you just want to punch them in the face and you must evolve beyond that inner child who let’s others have control of you emotions and physical reactions.  It won’t be easy.  They are completely designed to get you wound up by knowing ALL your hot buttons!
  3. Why would anyone care what a heartless bully thinks?  They are heartless human beings.  Yet the victim will care what they think.  They have not self-partnered.  Self-partnering is that solid unconditional love, honoring, and taking care of YOU regardless of what anyone else thinks.  If the victim has not reached this level of self-growth and is still depending on other people to love and accept themselves when the bully pulls the plug on them what happens?!?  They have no inner partnership to depend on!  If we have abandoned ourselves and who we are it is deeply traumatic when the outside world does.  Only when we are a support of love to ourselves will it not matter who does or does not like us or what they say about us.  You know who you are and value yourself unwavered by anyone else’s opinion.

When you heal, evolve, and transform through the experience you no longer feed them any energy.  They will be forced to move onto a new “victim” for supply.  You no longer have anything to offer them as this new version of yourself shows up!

We must teach our children as well as ourselves to switch the flip on them and take back our personal power!!

Teaching the methods of looking outside of ourselves and for other people to change is an old paradigm that does not work, evolve, or heal at a soul cellular level.  Looking at ourselves and the experience is an indicator of our unhealed wounds is where the growth happens.  We cannot continue to stay in these repeat patterns begging the abusers to modify their behavior.


I am also a huge proponent of learning physical self-defense.  I realize that this has been lost to the “new age” culture but we must face the fact that there are people who will hurt you.  Trust me I spent a long time trying to turn the other cheek on that but in “waking up” I realized that my body was to be honored, loved, and cherished.  However, I may be put under the test of physically standing up for it as well as mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.  I am not here to invoke harm but I do believe the strength God gives us DOES NOT come from handing all of our personal power away.  The power comes from each and every single one of us using the temple (physical vessel) to stand for what is right and just.  We must train our youth and ourselves the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual STRENGTH to be used with honor, self-control, and to stand for the principles of true justice.

Speaking of which that gives a whole other element of spiritual tests for the victims and outsiders watching the bullies now doesn’t it!

Will you stand for others or sit and watch because of your own inner fears of the bully?  Have we become so self-absorbed we care more about our own cheeseburger than another human being?  Check out this video!


The bully is a coward picking on the weak but they are spurring the coward in each and every single one of us.  What happens if you feel angry at yourself for not standing up for yourself or someone else?  You create a repeat wheel of that exact situation until you unconditionally love yourself as the coward rather than warrior.  Everything here is working in it’s perfect order to trigger those wounds.  When you move out of that self-anger and into unconditional love for yourself as “the coward” only then can you move forward into “the warrior” status. (completely connected to solar plexus and sacral chakra’s)

This is a necessary and important step otherwise you will make judgement’s of those who sit and watch while doing nothing instead of see them in compassion, understanding, and forgiveness.  Awe so many facets to one experience!!  This blog post would be a book if I went deeply into the many elements.

Training here isn’t simply emotional, mental, or spiritual it encompasses the whole wheel including physical.  What if we started enrolling future generations in self-defense classes?  We explained how these bullies were simply triggers for us to do self-work.  Our emotional responses for their harsh words and how we react to them is completely up to us.  Yet, there is this physical element that must be addressed.  Not all bullies use physical force but they are cowards themselves so they only choose the “weak”.  What if this mother got her child enrolled in self-defense classes or some type of training to boost his confidence, power, and sense of security that only comes from knowing you can take care of you.

We must move out of this mindset that the police, teacher, parent, or God will protect us and start empowering ourselves and our children.  The dark forces want us to be weak, helpless victims, and to operate in EGO because we make easier targets!

God’s waiting for you to tap into this grand source.  Without the bullies supplying the experience to be moved through we cannot evolve the God/Goddess inside of each and every single one of US!  The bible even references this energetic chakra system.

“As God created Man in his own image, so is the body of Man like into the image of this universe.  The material body of Man has also got seven conspicuous places within it called Patals.  Turning toward his self while man advances in the right way he perceives the Spiritual Light in these places which are described in the Bible as so many Churches and The Lights perceived therein like stars as so many Angels.  Vide Rev. 1, 12, 13, 16, 20

” – and having turned I saw seven golden candlesticks.”  “And in the midst of of the seven candlesticks one like into the Son of Man.”

” – and he had in his right hand seven stars.”

” – the seven stars are the angels of the seven churches; and the seven candlesticks which thou sewest are seven churches.”

Quoted from the great book The Holy Science by Swami Jui Maharaj.

The Book of Revelations is referencing the energetic body as running the “light body.”  The chakra’s meridians, grid, radiant circuits, etc. all being connected to the emotional, spiritual, mental, and physical body.

Running in complete light regardless of this physical world and the darkness takes self-work but for those seekers who choose to ignite their own rainbow body the payoff is eternal.  We must incarnate here over and over again until we reach this frequency and vibration.  Until then the world is still here triggering our inner trauma’s and spiritual tests we have not yet jumped.

Everything is here exactly as it needs to be for you to work on you!

This battle starts with each and every single one of us in our homes with our lives and our children.

No one else needs to change.  Everything is here for a specific purpose.

Ignite your inner warrior of light!



It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

Much gratitude and love to everyone on their journey either way!

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Healing By Energy Transfers

Healing and Energy Transfers!

I have not really seen very much written about how we are all transferring energy around all of the time!  Part of our journey as a spirit in the physical body is to understand the messages when we transfer energy and to become so solid that we hold a positive state of emotions all of the time.  I am constantly watching and studying how energy works, flows, and connects us to our divine mission.  There is no where to go to do spiritual work as every present moment is full of lessons!

Here are some key idea’s about emotions and energies to keep in mind.

  1. If you repress emotions you blare them in you’re energetic field.  Officially you are what us energetically sensitive folks call “broadcasting”.  This could be felt by an empath as a wave of emotions that they know are not our own.  Or it could be a shutdown of a chakra vortex putting physical pressure on the body, organs, pathways, and systems in it’s field similar to a mini tornado.
  2. Emotions transfer energy between people ALL of the time.  Regardless if you feel or see energy you are an intrinsic part of the universe and when you start looking and becoming aware of what’s happening you will begin to SEE how this happens.  Scientifically there is no way around the laws of the nature.

So let’s see God did I get that right?!?  I am here to deeply experience.  When I deny myself feelings I create an energetic shutdown BUT I’m also supposed to become a constant state of unconditional love, gratitude, compassion, bliss, peace, and forgiveness.  For so long I couldn’t figure this out.  What am I supposed to do here with this . . . seems contradictory.  I’m a mushy, deeply feeling, sensitive female creature who cares about others in a sometimes non-sensible way.  I’m supposed to be attached but not attached . . . suffer enough to see my way out of suffering completely . . . unconditionally love but don’t become a door mat . . . forgive but be smart enough to know who to trust . . . embrace the ego but live fully by spirit/christ consciousness/universal love . . .

Awe no wander there is darkness!  Certainly this would be easy if we were all little bliss bubbles running around.  On some other dimensions that’s exactly what we do I’m sure of it!  We deeply understand how energy and the spiritual vessel works and use a complete constant state of LIGHT together with our physical bodies as ways to express LOVE through the arts, music, food, dance, and everything we do! Each and every present moment simply becomes an expression of cosmic consciousness separate yet interlaced in beauty with everyone and everything.  All that we touch is infused by our universally tapped magic!

We are making our way through here first though so we will be ready.  Do you see this 3rd dimension we experience here on Earth is built in with the darkness to make us stronger!  We cannot hit higher dimensions until we radiate unconditional love, forgiveness, compassion, peace, and bliss in every present moment!  Hence the whole need for the time capsule here and illusion of separateness as we experience our unhealed spaces to work out our own inner turmoil!!

So what happens exactly with these little messengers we have ALL the time in transferring energy!


As a positive, caring, loving person you’re energetic field is really open!  This is shown by the aura being more like a dotted line filtering energy in and out.  The self-centered and negative person has a closed aura that is very self-contained.  You see how you magnetically line up.  You are very focused on others.  They are very focused on themselves.  This happens a lot in marriages the positive vibe marries the negative vibe.  Or for example, one partner is completely needy and receives their own lack of love from others.  The other partner needs to be “needed”.  They make up for their lack of self-love by being “needed”.  If either partner decides to do their own self work through the journey inside themselves rather than receiving LOVE from outside sources those energies will NOT continue to line up.  When one person shifts the magnetic attraction will completely fall apart.

What most people don’t see is that they are responsible not the other person!  The person who “needs to be needed” will complain about how “needy” there partner is but cannot see their role in the relationship.  If you “need to be needed” guess what you won’t stay with someone who is well grounded and self-sufficient.  Even if one relationship falls apart guess what the next relationship will be the same!  I also think their is a pattern you recreate when you have a dysfunctional relationship with a parent and newsflash we all DO lol!  But you a choose a partner that mirrors where you haven’t worked out those unhealed wounds with that parent.  However that’s a whole other topic for another day too.  🙂

So what happens as your energetic field goes from positive to negative emotions?  All your little happy emotions start transferring to the negative person.  I never realized this until I started having experiences with energy YET once I connected all the dots so much made sense.  You can watch this happen in you. You can totally feel this happen as you shift from that happy, positive, and loving vibe to that sad, depressed, negative vibe.  You’re thinking what just happened I was so happy and you might even want to blame them!!

My 10 year old daughter who started talking about seeing the matrix a few years ago first explained this to me as dark cords. “mom there’s all these cords. The red one’s are love but the black ones are bad.  People will attach them to you and you have to cut them.”  We all know those people who turn every possible situation into a negative outlook.  As an empath what I never understood is I was getting hooked into their feelings.  What happens when someone is negative and the positive person just allows them to be without ruining their mood?  Now is it easy to do?!?  On paper maybe but we put people on our path that know all of our internal hot buttons.  Well ya!  That’s why I call Earth training camp . . . Here’s how you’re field looks after you hang out and transfer your positive energy to that negative vibe.  Guess who feels better they do?  Guess who feels worse?  You DO!  Watch this happen and you will see them actually be happier when you shift yourself into that negative state of being!  Awe and then the light bulb goes ON and you can see it!  SOLID GOLD MOMENT RIGHT THERE!


I’ve done this too not on purpose which I think some people actually get a feedback off of shifting you into negative emotions.  Narcissists, controlling, and manipulative personalities I am not including in this because they are intentionally using people.  If you think about it though even as a loving person I get frustrated in myself.  My attitude will reflect that and I may be less patient with my kids!  I might blow up about something they did when really it’s just me.  I’m stressed out or frazzed out.  I’ve noticed there’s always an internal message something I needed to learn even in dealing with a narcissist.  However narcissists are a whole topic themselves.  Honestly energy vampires that require a whole complete novel dedicated to them!  I’m working on a whole e-book on what you’re internal cracks are when you hook repeatedly into these relationships.  Look for that soon!

Let’s take a look at this with an example.  The bliss bubble is really rolling that day and you are feeling like a million bucks.  So fun loving!  You run into that negative vibe who thinks you are just too happy.  They are feeling internally miserable so you just hit all of here triggers.  You get in an argument because they pick a fight someway somehow.  Maybe this your spouse, a coworker, or a family member that knows all your little weak spots!  You know what you think I’m not going down I’m happy and I won’t let you ruin my mood.  However that little negative vibe just won’t shut up.  They are just pushing and pushing on you until it happens.  You snap!  Bamm all of the sudden you blow you’re top and hit the negative wheel.  All you have to do is get frustrated with them and they’ve picked up some energy.  A full on melt down now that’s like the land of milk and honey right there.

Becoming aware of it is empowering in itself!  So many times I’ve watched myself get into the negative wheel too!  I can just see them too as the throw their comments and jabs at me begging me to get into the misery wheel.  When I do they get happier and what cracks me up is sometimes they might even try to console me.  “It’s not that bad.”  Or just as I watch them shift themselves into a happier state of being while I’m over here dripping with their negative goobers.  That’s part of our mission here is to learn how to not take on other people’s stuff.  Unless it positive vibes and then we want those suckers to magnify when we are around each other!!

What do we need to do to get there?!  Embrace how our ego works to lead us into unconditional love.  You must really recognize how you have been guilty of jealousy, lust, gluttony, envy, pride, and all of those fun qualities that they have been using religions to make us feel ashamed of ourselves.  Well guess what happens when you realize you’ve been jealous before and you meet up with someone who’s a jealous personality.  You don’t make judgement’s.  You love and accept them because you can see your own guilt!  That right there shifts your field.  How about envy?  The media has been trying to manipulate the comparative mind against us since it’s conception.  We all compare ourselves to each other but what happens when you decide to embrace that feeling and see beyond it rather than watch it lead you around in circles!

Who makes more money?

Who drives a better car?

Who has a nicer house?

Who’s went further in their career?

Who’s in better physical shape?

Just all kinds of ways that are created by the ego to trap us in negative emotions.  I watch my comparative mind all the time.  I’m aware that she’s a part of me but I don’t let her lead me down the road of “I’m not good enough.”  But you know what that’s taken me . . . deeply loving myself just as I am the good, bad, and the ugly!  When I see someone’s comparative mind at work I don’t judge them for it one bit because I see mine but I also don’t take their negative emotions and swap energy.  That’s because I see my own guilt in operating within my comparative mind and I see how it actually was an indicator of my own lack of self love being reflected by someone else.

I like examples because sometimes the words can lead to a bunch of mumbo jumbo . . . imagine you see an old high school friend running around town.  It’s a gorgeous day and you feel like the world is full of new possibilities.  You visit for awhile and find out he is the CEO of a successful company.  In fact, he is driving a brand new fancy Escalade.  The guy was always such an arrogant ego-maniac you think of course he has it all!  Assholes always hit the top rung on the corporate ladder.  Of course, he hasn’t changed since high school as he scoffs at you and makes a comment, “Is that the same care you drove in high school?”

“No it’s not actually.  What I love about it though is it’s paid for!”  You try to keep your composure when you really want to just be driving a Ferrari and cram that sucker down his throat.  You don’t show him but you feel like pond scum for the moment and are forced to tell him when he so politely asks in his condescending way, “so what are you up to?”  Oh the glory moment to tell him how you just got divorced.  You moved back to your home town to start over and are looking for a job but haven’t found one yet.  You both walk away and he smirks as he gets into his fancy rig looking like a rock star.  Immediately you start to feel like a failure in life.  This one little 15 minute interval has totally shifted you’re entire mood and outlook on life.  Some things here have to happen before you get total control of you’re field!

You must love yourself there in that space for you to become unconditional love and protect your energetic field!

It’s not him that rejects you.

It’s you that rejects you.

He is simply a mirror for you to see that internal crack!

That old high school friend gets in his Escalade and drives off and what you don’t see is he just showed up with a bunch of negative emotions you didn’t see.  He is stressed to the max with a wife that spends all of his money and he doesn’t truly love anyways.  That corporate job squeezes out 70-80 hours a week from him so he can stay on top.  Everything he owns needs that big guy paycheck though to make those bills happen every month.  Of course he would never say it but he would love to drive a car that was paid off.  He would love to leave his wife and this draining corporate job.  Your life is full of freedom!

And so the two comparative minds go to work along with those cracks where each party is reflecting their own lack of love through that 15 minute encounter.  We are all the same.  Only the manifestations of the lack of love show up in different ways.  If you deeply loved yourself with the old car, the divorce, the no job his little comments wouldn’t have affected you one bit.  The energy transfer would have never happened and you would have continued on your day just as happy as you started out!  Even if you see that jealousy or envy pop up from the comparative mind you acknowledge and embrace that part of you exactly how it shows up!  You see it for what it is and let it go!  What’s cool about seeing yourself fall into the trap is when other people jump in the “comparative mind” wheel you feel compassion, forgiveness, and unconditional love rather than envy, bitterness, anger, shame and whatever negative emotions the experience may trigger.

Do you see it’s a road map but guess what also happens when we all deeply heal our inner wounds.  We stop the energy transfers in their tracks.  You create an energetic force of exponentially expanding light in the time space continuum that spreads like waves of love across the ocean!

That’s how we transmute darkness into light and exactly what we are here to learn!

And if I am giving them my permission to hurt me it is because I have a space inside of me that has not yet fully healed.  They are not to blame.  I will be grateful to them as they are simply my messenger!

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!


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2017 Turning on your INNER LIGHT!

Happy New Year 2017!

Yesterday a beautiful double rainbow showed up at my house!  Wow!  I was so grateful and in awe as I believe the universe is always talking to us.  Double rainbows signify transformation and balance between the ego/material world and spiritual/inner world.  So beautiful and powerful as I’ve been working on this blog post for the past week all focused on achieving “The Rainbow Body”.  Besides the fact I’ve spent a huge part of my time not balanced between the material/physical world and the inner/spiritual world.  Honestly getting in my body and doing the work is my original purpose and I just keep avoiding myself hahaha!  Now is the time for jumping all those hurdles.  God/Universe/Gaia you simply floor me!!!

What a wild ride I’ve been on since my “awakening” in 2014.

Spiritual awakenings can be the cataclysm to the “dark night of the soul” as I discovered who I was and my life was entirely a lie.  I was lie.  Not on purpose but trained into belief systems, patterns, and constantly working out incoming karma as well as unintentionally creating new karma.  I was born with unhealed wounds and all the players in my life were reflecting them!

I had NO CLUE who I was and if she was buried under there I was afraid to be her!

What will people think?  I have a whole life built around a system of lies.  Everything I knew as solid ground just got pulled out from underneath me.  I was completely lost!

The world had told me be a good girl.  So I was a good student, played sports, and was so nice I wouldn’t say shit if I had a mouthful.

The world said fall in love and get married.  I did.  The world said cook and clean for him.  Make him happy and so I did.  I became what he wanted and lost myself even further.

The world said be a good mother.  And so I did.  I homeschooled my children.  I raised them out of town where I could shelter them from the harsh world.  I tried to give them the best nutrition possible despite the obvious hurdles in the American diet.  I worked overtime to be everything to everyone and I knew I was falling short a LOT.

And then God blew the cork on me.

Who was I?  I was everyone they told me I needed to be.  I looked for that praise of being a good mom, a good wife, a good friend, a good . . . . you name it . . . what do you need me to be for me to feel loved.  I was working overtime for everyone but me.  I had attracted a whole slew of “takers”.

I was a fake.  I was a people pleaser.  I was completely miserable in myself and this world.

Oh look at my social media with my happy family and our perfect life.  You would never know.  My smile wasn’t real.  My laugh was not laughter simply a disguise.  I hated my life.  I hated my husband.  I felt owned by everyone including my kids and every day I tried to keep up the façade.  This is what they say to do to be “happy”?

Why am I so unhappy then?

Yes, that was rough to see and working through my own bull-sheet-o is a non-stop work in progress but I’m so much clearer and happier truly happy than I’ve ever been.  Being and knowing you’re a mess is SOLID GOLD!  I don’t think I’m alone in this either.  So many light bodies are hitting the “dark night of the soul”.

Who am I?

Without the people pleasing.

Without caring what society says I should be.

Without the way I was raised.

Who am I letting shape me out of the authentic me?

Do I really hate my husband or is it my inability to deal with him that I hate?

I love my kids!  But somewhere I started blaming them for me not pursuing my own goals.  I never realized I couldn’t set boundaries for myself.

I hated the way this world works.  The illuminati, the suffering, the oppression, and every other horrific way we hurt each other ALL of the time.  I discovered that I had not been in my body for years because I would have to face so much here that I didn’t want to see.

Wow!  I was running a constant slew of negative emotions all of the time on the inside and from the outside you would never know I was anything but “happy”.

Add in some wonderment here with the fact my new world involved experiences with energy that led me on a new path to discover . . . everything is ENERGY.  2015 unraveled a new consciousness and the student appeared!  I am so grateful for how much FREE KNOWLEDGE is on the web.  I am creating my reality and don’t realize it.  My body is more than the physical body I learned in science.  I have energetic systems opening and closing as I navigate life all of the time.  There have been spiritual tests on my path I didn’t see.  I am running programs I didn’t even know I was running.

Fear of failure.

I don’t deserve to be adored.

I don’t deserve to be heard.

I am not good enough.

I am a victim.

I cannot receive.

And more but you get my point . . . I am creating situation after situation with money, love, health, relationships, and life to validate my internal programs.  HA HA HA!

There was so much more to this life than I had imagined!  WOW!  And if anything I had created a train wreck of reality and a painful state of being.  All my finger pointing was turned right back around on ME!

2016 what a GEM!  I’ve been applying knowledge from everything I’ve studied, my energetic experiences, and my state of being.  Switching the programs!

Nothing in my life where I pointed the finger was the problem.  I was and for the first time if you look at my social media you’ll see the true authentic me in love with my life and my family!  Truly I’m so grateful for them because these players in my life were simply reflecting my wounded parts. Only in soul healing ME can my life reflect the shining light inside me!

These are the laws of the universe and we are all here learning and growing but we’ve never been taught how to look inside ourselves.  The external world is created by the internal world yet no one had ever showed me this invisible world.

Knowing what switches are being flipped, when, how, and connecting the dots totally AHHHH MAZ ING!  I recently went to a field trip with my daughter.  The U of A Planetarium.  There was a display there that I found a total treasure . . . well beyond the amazing display of crystals!

We hear of so many people that can see aura’s, chakra’s, meridian’s, the matrix weave, and fragments of energy.  I thought the display really defined the difference that the simple switching of a light can do around what we see!


What is reality?

Is what we see really the whole picture or just determined by fragments of information reflecting at different wavelengths in accordance with your frequency and vibration?  Or should I say running programs, unhealed wounds, karmic ties, and spiritual tests?  When you press the button a whole new world of light reflects!


Our energetic/spiritual bodies are just like this but the energy is constantly moving and flowing.  As we navigate through life, experience relationships, emotions, and situations these energetic switches turn off and on.  This energy feeds our physical body or constricts it’s natural rhythms.  That is the key to self healing and the purpose of life.  Turning all of the lights ON!!

We must learn to navigate this world full of darkness and very dense energy while maintaining a high vibration.  Everything in our world is by design to make us grow and deeply experience.  We are ALL born with unfinished business to deal with, jump over, and learn from in order to awaken the inner God/Goddess!

This is it the time to heal our wounds, run the new programming, constantly keep all of our energetic/spiritual systems open ALL of the time regardless of the situation, end the karmic journey by putting all the puzzle pieces together on exactly how we’ve acted without compassion or in the world of judgement’s to put this jig saw life completely together.  We just need to decode the jungle and learn what switches are running what light’s!

2017 is the YEAR!

What switches are you turning off and on that you may not be aware of?

Do some self-assessing!

Here are some great places to start . . . do some inner work here.

Self-reflect on what you may be shutting off in these energy systems by not operating in balance.  Check out the positive as open energy flowing and negative qualities as blocked energy.



Running Programs: 

Journal repeat patterns you have found yourself in with relationships, money, career, friends, family and love!  Use this as a tool to unlock what’s in your inner vibration and become balanced.

Divisions from Self-Love:

Make a list of all the places you criticize yourself and do not fully love yourself unconditionally.  I noticed feeling what I call the “ickies all over” in doing energy work with people.  That means this is something deeply rooted that they reject about themselves.  Really let all of that anger, frustration, and guilt you’re holding for yourself go.  Fill up every part of yourself with love for YOU just as you are IMPERFECTLY PERFECT!

Divisions from Loving Others:

Journal everything that makes you crazy about other people.  You’re judgement’s against others are keys to you!  Either it’s something you do and cannot see or it’s a spiritual test you haven’t jumped. Trust me there’s lot’s of stuff I do that I didn’t want to see . . . it’s human nature.  But when you see you are imperfect you cannot hold onto judgement’s.  Besides when you start seeing that karma wheel and you suddenly get to stand in someone’s shoes that you judged, guess what happens . . . COMPASSION.  Or when you see someone just openly abusing you right to your face and you have to stick up for yourself when before you may have just muffled your inner voice . . . you get really grateful when you move from victim to warrior or I do not deserve to be heard to I deserve to be heard.  Thank you for being an asshole so I have to deal with my non-confrontational self and confront you.  You’re purpose on my path is so crystal clear.

Physical Body:

Look at the physical body and work backwards.  What part’s of my body are not functioning properly?  What does that connect to spiritually?

I don’t want to get too technical.  Just remember emotions are the map.  Anywhere we drop into lower emotions during our day is carrying a message that we need to unravel!  Become a decoder!  Meditation is a huge facilitator in self-realization.  Or you can hit that subconscious mind easily during life as there are all times we have where we are actually not consciously present.  Driving is a really big time for me to unravel messages.  Taking walks.  Don’t make it complicated to look within or you won’t do it lol!  If you have a 10 minute commute make use of that time.  Every time you shower use that time.  Shower meditations are awesome and powerful besides everyone showers already no extra time is needed!

What about right there in every situation you see yourself drop into lower emotions?  Ask yourself why is this happening?  What is this designed to teach me about myself that I’ve yet to learn?

If you feel like you need some help with assessing yourself I’ve got several new packages I offer to access your energy systems.  Sometimes it is difficult to be realistic about ourselves.  We can easily identify repeat patterns, lies, and illusions in others but we run around with a blind eye to ourselves.

You’ll find lot’s of great affordable healing packages in my shop like . . .

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As the year goes on look for a wave of books coming to uncover your natural healer.  One of my biggest missions is to make self-healing become a natural part of our lives.  The initial tips and techniques may need to be learned as we awaken ourselves but healing should be widely available, easy to understand and implement, and within everyone’s budget!

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!


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This is a great book by Sherry Anshara that talks about this great age we are moving into.  She discusses the connection between the running programs, chakra’s, unhealed wounds and how to move through any dysfunctional patterns.  I highly recommend it to those doing soul work.

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