Evilution Evolution Soulution

Evilution Evolution Soulution

Let’s get serious about using evil for evolution because all we need is a little re-ordering of letters to reach LOVE.  Replace that I with an O, reverse the order and boom done deal.  EVIL TO EVOL TO LOVE.  Did you know that computer programming is based off of I/O files . . . Input/Output.  I am a complete nut for these kinds of parallel meanings and word plays in this dimension.  I mean the creator and design chief is positively AMAZING!  It blows my mind all of the time!  Symbolism, synchronicity, spiritual world and physical reality reflections it’s truly a magical experience.  So what is going on here?  Why is Earth and this 3rd dimensional experience full of DARKNESS?  Why am I proposing to you that it serves a purpose and is necessary in our development?  The toxic people in our life and the “powers that be” couldn’t have a spiritual purpose?  The illuminati, the new world order, narcissists, toxic folks and the imprisonment of the matrx cannot be by design.  Or can it?

hmmmmm that’s exactly what I am proposing to you.  There are 2 forces at work here designed to develop you.  They create suffering inside us only where they match our wounded parts or failed spiritual tests.

Good and Evil.

This is where the baseline war between these forces originates and is working to strengthen us if we can switch our perspective.  So what exactly is the light?  And what is the dark?  How does this all coincide with what we are doing here?  How does this work in soul development?  For any of you unfamiliar with the book “The Holy Science” it is an amazing work and great read into so many concepts that you will find in the coming posts.  For anyone interested here is the link for the free download.

The Holy Science by Swami Jui Maharaj

Assuming you don’t have time to read the book let’s talk about the darkness and the light.  Here are some examples of them in terms of true-self versus ego.  We will get more into how they shut off energy to our bodies as we discuss the individual tactics the dark forces use to get us to flip our switches into the ego or false-self direction.  For now just know that these are all inner-connected with the energy systems like your chakra’s, meridians, radiant circuits, etc.  When we are operating in our true-self and the light it opens up the energy feeding our physical bodies need to facilitate health, bliss, and higher states of consciousness.

The narcissists, toxic people, government in terms of the Illuminati, or if your looking at the galactic war the Reptilians, basically all dark bodies incarnated here in a physical form are all working to pull us into the darkness.  When we flip this internal switch from our true-self or Buddha nature into the ego or false-self it creates an energy feed.  This is where we are going to get into etheric cords and exactly where the beast out there hooks into the beast inside of us.   We are completely living in ignorance and unaware of how this works.  Unknowingly we as light bodies are feeding the dark bodies our energy because they are spurring the darkness inside of us.

These are the cords of energy that we are going to get into disconnecting.  The techniques, tactics, and tools that are being used against us will be discussed in each blog post.  How to completely cut off their power supply by doing your own self-work and jumping all of the spiritual hurdles will be given for your consideration and hopefully application.  This dimension is simply a training ground for spiritual warriors.  There is nothing that you need to do but your own personal work.

There are no wars to fight but the war the dark forces are triggering inside of us.  Until each of us learns what they are designed to teach us and can operate in spirit with all of our energy systems open and flowing all of the time we need to keep re-incarnating here.  This is where we are at with the stage of enLIGHTenment!  Realizing what are the illusions and what is the truth.  The lack of concern for the Earth, each other, and everyone all of this darkness as a cohesive unit is just like being in a “game”.  All the darkness is an illusion creating the set ups, situations, and dynamics to teach you to grow.  That’s ALL.  But that illusion creates a huge web of dark energy and negative forces within us.  This is what must be reconciled.

This is where we have to get accountable for letting them plug into our energy field!

We have control of one person here and that’s us!  We as light bodies need to do the personal work to seal off our own energetic bodies and stop feeding them our energy.  When we can completely become a container of light in the valley of darkness their purpose and the reason they can survive will completely crumble.  So what am I proposing to you?

We are in a container of 2 opposing forces as we’ve discussed in the blog post Bully Brave.

One of these forces is working to keep a constant state of light.  One of these forces is designed to live off of darkness.  So what is in light and dark energy?!?  We must get crystal clear on this so we know how to stop feeding the beasts.  In order to get this energy they create a lot of illusions.  The little guy toxic people and the big world order toxic people.  Everything is set up to feed this negative force and supply us with the spiritual tests.  We are going to dive deep into the systems that are being used against us like the media, FDA, healthcare, pollution, war, etc. to finally get to the bottom of this.  What is true need for their design?  For today let’s break down the purpose of the media or “news”.

So many of you who have most likely found me are aware of dramatization the news uses to put all of us in a negative mindset.  What I’m looking to get a little deeper look into is the darkness it spurs inside of us.  Have you ever wandered why they zero in and exaggerate the world events to be worse than they are?  You can be having the “best day ever” until you turn on the latest edition of the “worst shit ever”.  That’s where they flip the switch in us.  Here’s how horrific we are as a population in general.

We are destroying our earth.

We are destroying each other.

Tons of people suffering needlessly.

Now there’s nothing you can do about all of these atrocities but go have a nice day.  Tune in next time to watch us twist reality into the best possible episode of the “worst shit ever” and use it to misinform the masses so the general population will be mind controlled into following our agenda.  bahaha.

Let’s talk about this with our bodies mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and physically.

  1. Mentally our brains are naturally wired to be and focus on the negative.  This is where they will mirror our own internal voice until we learn to switch the programming inside of us.  Plus thoughts become things as we know what we focus on we attract.  If your looking to attract more horrific states of the world what do you keep feeding people.  Feeling out of control, powerless, sad, and disheartened by the current state of affairs.  Plus they want to tap into your mind and control your perspectives.  If you see the agenda here it’s infuriating!!  You are hurting people on purpose, twisting all facts to fit your illusion, and I have no control.
  2. Emotionally you switch from high vibes (light) like love, peace, and happiness to move into the negative emotional wheelhouse.  Judgments, division, anger, hate, compare/contrast mindset, etc. are luring you into their ego trap (dark).  If you feel worse after watching the news or getting on social media, yahoo, etc then start watching what switches are being flipped.
  3. Spiritually and energetically we all start playing God.  Not only do we want to decide what is right and wrong we want to be in control.  We are unforgiving.  We are angry.  We lose our connection.  This is where the spiritual test comes in for us.  We have to let go of what we can’t control and realize that everything is working in it’s perfect order for the highest good.  Any of us who have seen karma roll around and around know this to be true.  Nothing is happening here by chance.  Our bodies have an energetic imprint of everything we have been carrying from all lifetimes that needs to be worked out.  If someone gets killed in a shooting there is a specific purpose and karmic debt being paid.  Murders and mayhem happen for reasons and the divine order.  When we spend our time deciding what is right and wrong we shut down several chakra’s and energy systems.
  4. That’s where we get into the physical repercussions of these negative thoughts.  When your chakra’s and energy systems are shut down the energy to physical body is turned off.  Look at the glands and body parts connected to the heart chakra alone.  Your heart is the biggest electromagnetic field in your body.  Or the brow chakra who wants to be in control of the world at this moment.  Have you ever heard of that doctor who ate clean, exercised like crazy, and then fell over dead from a heart attack at 50?  You know why that happens.  Heart chakra shutdowns.  Guaranteed you hook up a pace maker and start monitoring when it has to jump start your heart it’s every time you emotionally shut down that energetic field.  Stress that can be created by being over-connected and as Empaths we absolutely have our hearts wanting to fix, heal, and save everything.    
  5. Let’s talk about unconditional love for a moment because this is a seriously missed triangle that needs to be remedied and unveiled.  Eva Mozes Kor gives a great example of this in her interview as a holocaust survivor who forgave those who intentionally hurt her.  This woman absolutely positively passed the spiritual test they created by making her the subject of twin experiments.  These people are committing horrific crimes that are unfathomable to us.  We have valid reasons to hold some bitterness, anger, and judgement’s against them for what they have done to us.  If we do not let this go and love unconditionally we hurt ourselves and join the dark force.  They love people on conditions and so do we!  Even if these are exact opposite systems to love people conditionally it’s all conditional love.  Does that mean we condone or wish to operate in the same ways as they do?  No.  We have one person here that we control and by watching the news with some horrific story while choosing to unconditionally love we can change a whole lot of energy transferring.  If you decide to let go of what you cannot fix, unconditionally love everyone even those who do not seem to deserve it, even though you have valid reasons to hate that’s the golden ticket!

Have you seen Wonderwoman when she gets to the end of her battle and decides to show mercy on the mad scientist?  This is what the darkness is trying to do here.  Allow everyone to be placed in the container where it is the ruler and each of us get to decide what voice to choose.  This is a spiritual dynamic by design.  Unconditional love and forgiveness even for those who have so obviously have hurt one another is not easy.  Add in letting go of trying to control everyone and everything else when the state of the world appears horrific and it’s an interesting recipe.  The desire to play God pulls on the heart strings even though he already knows exactly what he is doing here.  Those are spiritual tests created by the horrific displays we see on “the news”.  And I do believe we are meant to move beyond these systems but until we completely let go of any anger, resentment, bitterness or judgments they are still necessary on our wheel of evolution.

What can we do here to stop this wheel?

  • If you choose to engage in the media’s crazy making pick unconditional love and forgiveness.  Realize that God knows what he is doing in everyone’s lives.  Everything here has a purpose!
  • Any time you would have spent pointing the finger at what they are doing re-direct the time and energy to yourself to be a better person, a better neighbor, a better friend.  The media is in many ways just a diversion and waste of time when we could be focusing on taking action to really do things that make a difference.
  • Don’t be their emotional puppet.  They are feeding you specific information on purpose to play on your heart strings.  They want you to engage that negative voice and feed into the creation of more horrific acts by focusing your attention on the “terrible” state of the world.  Don’t be mind controlled.  Do your own research and make choices that are NOT led by their lies.  They are not here for your best interest.  They are here to try to tear us all down.  We must build ourselves up.  We choose what we believe regardless of their lies.  This is providing us with training by having the majority mind controlled so we have to stand against the them in our thoughts, beliefs, and actions to be independent.  This takes greater personal power and builds us into stronger beings if you use the experience as an opportunity to grow!
  • Tune into positive channels that educate, ignite, and inspire us.  There are so many wonderful things happening and new inventions that never get on the press release.  Start plugging into them!  Focus on the great directions we are heading so we can use our force to create more wonderful things happening.  This may take some re-wiring because we love drama.  “The dirt” is what makes ratings for a reason.  We love it!  Besides it may trigger some other personal work where we feel better about ourselves.  Would you rather see some amazing person who is changing the world who reminds you that you are simply a human being feeling somewhat insignificant in yourself or watch some horrific acts so you can feel better about yourself and the state of your affairs?  Is the fact they love drama fueling the fact you love drama?  This happens on a personal level and a big governmental level.  The toxic people at your job spreading gossip, the media, the focus of every event is what we talk about.  “The dirt” is so much more interesting than boring old peace and happiness.

This is very much where the mirrors of reality come in to show us what we need to heal, up-level, and evolve.  They have control of the matrix because we keep handing them the control.

If all of us would just switch our own thinking about the world from pointing the finger and blaming others to self-realization we would “unfuck the world”.  Not by changing them but by unfucking ourselves.  By jumping the spiritual tests they are meant to supply.  As long as you are angry or bitter at anyone even those who have made the most horrific offenses against mankind you have not learned what they are designed to teach you.  Besides all anger and bitterness is what they want to trigger to get that energetic feed.

This is exactly what Nelson Mandela is referencing in his great quote, “As I walked out the door toward the gate that would lead to my freedom, I knew if I didn’t leave my bitterness and hatred behind, I’d still be in prison.”  He gets it, Eva Kor gets it, and it’s the time for all of us to get it.  And know I put myself in the category of all of us who haven’t gotten it but I’m ready and consciously work on myself daily.

If we want to clean up the outside world we have to be willing to do the inner work to clean up the inside.  That means dropping the negative frequencies and replacing them with the positive frequencies.  That’s the spiritual evolution destination soulution!

Let’s bliss this place up!

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

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Let’s Get Stoned!

Let’s get stoned bahaha . . . o.k. it’s a different kind of stoned than you might be thinking.  Still spellbinding I promise!  Breaking down the messages of stones, crystals, and earth elements in our lives is such a fascinating experience.  Let’s take what we’ve discussed on the last post Soul Messages from the Moonstone and pull it into some specific examples.  I’m going to use some of my own experiences but I want you to cross reference them with yours.  Plug in your own experience and just use it as a baseline idea.

Here’s the first stone that came into my life after awakening!  Which before I woke up I had no clue that crystals were anything but cool looking.  I had heard people talk about them but I was still sleeping and thought maybe they just smoked a little tooooo much wacky stuff.  Now people probably think that about me even though I don’t do any kind of drugs including white sugar and flour lol.  I do think the world is full of fun games with words however and love finding these little treasures.  Have you ever noticed things like crystal and crystal meth?  Isn’t that what drug users are seeking?  A state of consciousness that is inside of them without pain.  They just don’t know how to access it without the drug. Reality is just so harsh and so many things here do not make sense. The high creates the need for the mental escape but not without other very unpleasant repercussions and addictions.

Here we have a bunch of earth elements that perhaps this feeling of euphoria was derived from . . . crystal healing, crystal grids, crystal consciousness, crystal clear, and all of those things are tools to assisting in hitting new highs and evolving ourselves to new places without suffering.

Regardless I’m glad I was sleeping back then otherwise maybe I would have judged others when they judged me rather than coming from a place of compassion and understanding.  I really understand the reaction.  I’ve been there but for the first time I’m following my feelings, gut intuitions, and the voice of consciousness.  Although I had no actual knowledge about this new world I knew I felt connected to them all of the sudden.  I wanted to learn and know what this metaphysical world was all about.  I want to be surrounded in Earth elements not this Wal-Mart reality lol.

I was at a shop in Sedona and found hundreds of beautiful pieces but I loved this one.  Kyanite.  I looked up it’s meaning which it’s a great aid in opening the throat chakra.  OMG yes totally had issues with this my whole life.

I couldn’t say shit if I had a mouthful.

I would let people run over me to avoid hurting anyone’s feelings even if they hurt mine.

I had a hard time expressing myself, standing up for me, or holding my own opinions.  I was more of the what do you think?  How can I conform to create peace here in life and with others?

My husband is the opposite reflection.  He is confrontational, pushy, and when he holds a viewpoint let’s just say he’s very passionate that everyone else should feel and think the same way.  This has made me much stronger.  Not only have I had to voice my opinion, be true to myself, but I have to fight for it in a balanced way.  My husband has absolutely made me a better person by being the yin to my yang lol.  But only after I decided to start standing up to others and voicing my own truth.  We both have a lot of different opinions but it’s so cool that we can agree to disagree.  We don’t have to see everything the same way to love one another.

For some reason this was the monster in the closet to me.  Saying how I feel when it may cause ripples was huge in my mind.  Yet, now facing and moving through that I have found that it’s so much easier than I expected!  Plus it’s made my marriage better!  Who knew lol?!?

All soulmate lessons aside the stone itself is a mirror image of what I presented to the world.  The front is somewhat rough and unrefined.  It’s beautiful but not even close to what most girls would consider the shiny bling they want to wear.

The back shows deep internal cracks and what appears to be dirt dulling the overall appearance.  My energetic body was at the same point in my journey.  The face I presented the world was like the front of the stone.  It mirrored the face that I wore out for the world to see.  My true inner self was full of deep trauma’s, layers of soul pollution dulling my shine, and hidden wounds.  Just like the appearance of the back side of the stone.  I did not wear it with the “ugly” side out just like me.  The true wounded self was hidden.  Exactly what I would do when I put the necklace on making sure to put the best side face forward.

This is exactly how the stone was a mirror to me as an energetic being.  I had woken up and realized I was living in a hologram built off of my internal self.  I could see now that I was broken.  At this point in my soul work I could not even look in the mirror and say I love myself.  I was full of insecurities, emotional baggage, and unhealed wounds.  I was clueless to even what I was doing here.  I didn’t understand the world.  I didn’t understand why I was here.  I didn’t want to be in my body.  I certainly didn’t understand any possible purpose in being in a world where so much hurt was going on.  The news was horrifying to me.  The state of the nation completely depressing.  I had lots of “issues”, anger, hate, and judgments in me even if it was for the “evil” in the world.

I didn’t just put this necklace on and think it was going to do all the work for me.  I worked in small steps on voicing my opinion.  I did self-work on flushing the people pleaser rather than an authentic person true to myself.  I started unraveling all the “issues” inside me being mirrored by the outside world.  The stone was not worn with the idea it would do everything for me.  However, it did assist me in opening my consciousness but I had to do the actual self-work.

At a certain time frame I didn’t feel the same need to wear this stone which isn’t co-incidence either.  I had upleveled, healed, and evolved through a lot of trauma and keys were coming together of what I was doing here.  I was at another crystal shop and found another piece that I liked that was amethyst.  At this point I had done a lot of healing work and this definitely reflected the new stage of life.  Amethyst is known for dealing with toxic energy.  And I was unraveling that part of my journey.  Learning how to seal off my bubble against the dark bodies and negative energy.

My husband saw the necklace and immediately reacted with a condescending tone.  “Oh I see you bought yourself something”.  I mirrored back an inner wound I had been working on . . . feeling ashamed when I spend money on myself.  Unable to receive.  Overly-Sensitive.  My reaction was immediately to qualify the purchase by saying it was $7.50.  I had gotten emotionally triggered by his comment shaming me because I had the internal matching wound.  Once all of the trauma connected to those unbalanced elements in myself healed only then would I be able to not react to his comment.  It wasn’t about him.  He was just the messenger.

Do you see when we have soulmates something much more powerful is happening!  They are wired to match our inner trauma’s.  Before I woke up I would have blamed my husband.  I would have thought he was such an asshole making me feel bad for buying a $7.50 necklace.  He probably spent more than that on gas station junk food that day lol.  Now though I see where my inner toxic voice matched his external voice to me.  That I can heal, evolve, and move through into new inner frequencies . . . able to receive without shame.  I had to giggle though at the whole experience.  The necklace itself provided me with an opportunity to do that work internally and be a messenger to me.

When we have toxic people we feel we need to block it’s actually mirroring the inner relationship.  The emotional reactions are simply clues to where we are toxic, weak, or have unhealed trauma’s in ourselves.  The laws of attractions at work bring us what is energetically inside of us already needing to be healed.  We want to blame other people.  We want to think it’s their fault.  We want to be victims.  The truth is no one controls our emotions but us.  If I emotionally react to someone now I ask myself the questions.

  • Are they are just sending me the message where I already feel this way about myself?  Our subconscious self talk can often be seen by how others talk to us.  Let’s say we have “friends” who hammer us on every mistake we make.  It’s a match for what we do with our self talk.  We mentally hammer ourselves for everything we do wrong and do NOT see, acknowledge or give ourselves credit for all the wonderful things we do right.
  • Is this something I do I cannot see because my ego wants to believe it’s fabricated stories rather than see the truth?  Sometimes it is something we do and don’t want to be accountable for fixing ourselves.  My whole life I’ve been a push over.  I let people sway me on opinions or my kids walk all over me.  I wanted them to change.  Why can’t they just do what I ask instead of fighting me all of the time?  I would get frustrated with them rather than seeing myself as the problem.  When I woke up I realized they were just here to make me stick to what I say.  Don’t weaken.  Don’t give in.  Stop being a doormat.
  • Is this something the other person is actually blaming me for but what they do?  When you start figuring out how “projection” works it’s soooooo coool!  So much of what people see in others are actually elements of themselves.  I had never known this and so I took on so much of what others said with so much confusion.  Why would they think that about me?  Why would they say that?  Well really it is actually what they were doing or trying to finger point about and they are trying to point their guilty conscious onto me.
  • Is this suffering created by my ego’s need to control the world or people?  A lot of my own issues about the state of situations and relationships were simply my ego wanting to say what is right and wrong for others.  Instead of just focus on my own life and what I was doing right and wrong.  What I needed to fix, heal, evolve, and change.  I started asking myself questions.  Can I do something about this?  Is it going to help or change the situation by getting worked up or just change my mood, outlook, and happiness?  I stopped plugging into toxic things and letting them control me.  I used all of that hurt and focused in on healing and doing things that would truly in my mind make a positive difference.

Our emotional reactions are absolutely a road map to the soul.  Some places are where we need to work on us absolutely.  And some places are where other people are mirroring back where they need to work on them but instead of seeing it for what it is they try and pin it on you.  You can insert whatever experience you want it all breaks down the same.  Just the wounds are mirrored back differently or the messages maybe different.

This is all that relationships are in our lives.  MIRRORS!  If there is some emotional suffering created in the dynamic we need to open our eyes.  These are the places where our inner garbage matches up with the garbage someone else is handing us.  Or the way they treat us matches the way we feel we deserve to be treated.  Or a spiritual test we haven’t jumped?  Or karma circling? And the reality is the truth not what the brain tries to tell us.  Truly in the space of wearing this necklace that’s exactly where I was in my life.  I had “friends” but they were only there when they wanted to use me for something.  If we allow ourselves to be used by people who’s doing the allowing?  We are.  Why?  We feel like we need to do stuff for someone to be liked.  And at the heart of me was a person who genuinely wants to help people but I was out of balance.  I had people who I was there for but were not there for me.

In none of these situations am I depending on the stones to do anything “for me” but I am allowing the opening up of the energy for them to show me “what do I need to do for myself” to heal and transform.  How can I use the crystals energy to assist me?  I look up the meanings and messages of the stones, crystals, and earth properties that have been brought into my life.  There could be a stone show up and then you have a vivid dream that’s trying to communicate some aspect or element of you.  Part of it is interpreting what the universe is trying to communicate and the other part is practical application.  You may make a crystal grid and set an intention of unlocking the true emotional issues in connection with a physical illness.  Life is full of messages but we have to change our perspective.  Look, listen, and actually do the inner/outer work!

We are in a world of hurt people hurting people and we are included in that.  In order to stop the wheel of hurt we must complete the mission here.  Evolve, heal, and transcend these old thought patterns blaming, pointing the finger, and pushing off our responsibility to heal on other people’s personality qualities.  Your body, your life, your experiences are the output of the energetic input.  It’s that simple.

Rather than blaming, judging, or feeling that things happen to you shift your perspective.  Anywhere there is suffering in your life it’s looking to send you a message of what’s already inside of you.  Weakness’s, insecurities, spiritual tests that have not been jumped, unhealed trauma’s, and inner wounds being replayed over and over.  Your job, marriage, friendships, and relationships are all designed to do one thing.  Teach, evolve, and show you where you need to do inner work.

This is the first step we need to take!  Reverse our thought process about life and start mapping everything that creates suffering back to us.  Only when we change the internal energetic charges can we reflect the new reality.  Any wars or conflicts with the world are simply mirroring the war, imbalances, and conflicts already residing inside of us.  We want to flip the switch and start mirroring back abundance, peace, love, bliss, and our healed evolved version of ourselves!

Let’s teach you how to be your own soul investigator.  All the darkness in the outside world is by design to trigger the darkness inside of us.  We need to clear those responses out and do the soul work to strip the darkness of all it’s power and allow it to let our LIGHT SHINE BRIGHTER.

I want us and our energetic bodies to stay lit up like this picture below no matter where we are, who’s trying to get in our bubble, or what’s happening in the outside world.  That is at the heart of energy healing.   Not allowing this messed up place to energetically transfer any of your inner light to the darkness.  We are coming to a time when many Starseeds are coming together to win in this energetic, physical, mental, and emotional war.  All of us must purify so we can assist the rest of the planet in understanding the keys, purpose, and build the strength that the narcissists, Illuminati, toxic personalities, Reptilians, etc. are designed to teach us.

What is happening on Earth between good and evil is going on in the small scale between people, a big scale with the governments, and on a galactic scale with different planetary members from all over the galaxy incarnating to assist Earth in this big shift.  This is exactly what we are doing here as we unfold our spiritual missions

Constantly radiating light even in the dark!  We will get into that in the next blog post.  How exactly can we do that with so many negative entities trying to tear us down?  Stay tuned!

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

Much gratitude and love to everyone on their journey either way!

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Bully Brave – Heal To Break Free

I’ve been so overwhelmed by some of the video clips lately showing the narcissistic bully victimizing innocent people.  It’s seriously such a heart wrenching experience for an Empath to see someone else be traumatized by the offenses of the dark bodies walking this planet.  It’s even more frustrating to know what’s happening under the veil and inside the holographic universe that most people do not see or understand.  And it’s part of my mission for 2018 to break down all the barriers between good and evil like we discussed on this last post.

Click here to Link To Blog Post – Shedding Light On The Dark.

For so long I just could NOT even begin to understand why these hurtful human beings would be a part of God’s plan.  Then I discovered they have a purpose in our healing and soul evolution!!

Keaton Jones I want you to heal, evolve, and transform from your experiences.  I want all of us who have dealt with the bully to strip them of their power and give it back to ourselves.  Here is the link to the youtube video that inspired me if it does not load for you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kz1xzBYppW8

Certainly I am not trying to justify them with what you are about to read.  However, I am seriously concerned that if we do not teach these principles the wheels of trauma will continue to go around and around without their purpose being recognized.       

Let me make this as simple as possible.

You are in a container with two forces:

  1. dark bodies – those people who get a feedback from hurting others and are not capable of human emotion such as empathy or compassion.
  2. light bodies – those people who get a feedback from helping others and are capable of profound amounts of empathy and compassion, in fact, to the point where WHEN OTHERS ARE HURT WE HURT.

You have a physical body and world that you can see which is what we all know.

You have an energetic and spiritual body that most people cannot see that consists of energy vibrating at all different frequencies.  These can be seen by some as etheric cords all connecting us together.  Much how your television works – all different pixels of light being reflected at different wavelengths to create “reality”.  These pixels of light contain all the coding of your cellular structure, unhealed wounds, and inner trauma’s.  They become broadcast here on “Earth” in order to reflect back those experiences you need to evolve, heal, and change through a system called suffering or bliss.  Bliss being the healed evolved you mirrored back through life.

Most of you already know this holographic universe or matrix exists but for those who’ve stumbled across my blog here is a link to the scientific evidence supporting this theory.

Science Daily – Holographic Universe

Your ability to see the matrix is completely unimportant because the answers are all here in the physical output and can easily be unraveled when you learn the techniques.  It’s all up to YOU.

Let’s get to it!

Have you noticed bullies only pick certain people to victimize?!?  And the victim usually carries out a very dramatic response to their attacks?!?!  What is this method of selection that is being used?!?  Some random inconsistent decision or something much deeper.  It’s actually a very scientific system all relating to inner trauma’s that are identical within both parties.  Even if the methods of extracting energy, love, attention, and validation are from opposite systems the bottom line issues are the same.

The dark body or narcissist is insecure and does not feel lovable at their core so they must tear someone else down to elevate themselves.  The victim does not internally feel lovable and the places the bully chooses to hit on are exact matches for where the victim is insecure.

The bully is that loud, screaming, obnoxious, hurtful voice in the outside world that matches the victims internal voice.

What do I mean by this?

What if YOU HATE YOUr nose or big butt?  Whatever it is that you have issues with YOU!  You will immediately get emotionally triggered when the bully starts running around in circles making fun of you.  What if you decide to unconditionally love your imperfections (heart chakra)?  We are all imperfect here but the empath or light body internally magnifies their imperfections.   Here the narcissist bully has shown up to painfully reflect that relationship the individual has with themselves!

You know why?

Without the pain we would never do the self work to finally see those spaces.  No self growth occurs where we are comfortable.  What happens when you see that this is about you rather than them?  You do the inner healing work to accept and unconditionally love yourself no matter what it is . . . the big nose, stupid, you fill in your own blank.

You could care less what they say about you when you:

  1. UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE YOUR IMPERFECTIONS.
  2. STAND FOR YOURSELF IN A BALANCED WAY.
  3. STAND SOLID IN YOURSELF REGARDLESS OF WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS OF YOU.

They are no longer triggering that inner trauma.  That completely robs them of any sick payoff they can get from torturing you.  What’s the most horrific powerful experience the bully can have that completely goes against the fibers of their being.

You unconditionally love yourself so deeply that no one can pull you into their games.

Yep, I have a big nose.  OR  You’re right.  I do have learning difficulties and challenges.  SO do you, in fact, we all have strengths and weakness’s that are different.  The heart chakra can stay open because you have chosen unconditional love.  The throat chakra can stay open because you have stated your feelings but are unattached to their reaction.  So what you want to jump around and call me names?!?  You will know you have completely healed when being faced with them or re-counting there offenses no longer emotionally triggers you.

They are giving you the road map to your broken parts.  Just like the video with this little boy.  What if he looked at the situation as a source to do healing work?  Is it really about the bully saying my face is ugly, I have no friends, or I feel like my face is ugly or is my self worth dependent on having friends?  I decided on a system of taught belief systems that I am acceptable and lovable on these conditions or physical attributes.  If I do not fit the cookie cutter mold they do not accept me and neither do I.  Whether it’s physically, mentally, emotionally, or whatever it is that space the bully seems to hurt your feelings.  That’s where the healing work can be done.  Until the victim accepts and unconditionally loves himself these situations will keep coming up for him!

And honestly it must happen to create the suffering to finally find value and love for himself exactly as he is imperfectly perfect.  Only then can his emotional reaction to the bully’s slams over and over not emotionally affect him.  The truth is we do not know how to unconditionally love ourselves much less others.  All these games on the outside world reflect the games each and every single one of us play with ourselves.  THIS IS THE TIME OF ENLIGHTENMENT TO HEAL!

Only then when he unconditionally loves those broken parts can he mirror situations in life with people who unconditionally love him.  Only when the bully unconditionally loves himself without needing to tear others down to lift himself up can he heal his own toxic behaviors.  That is exactly why UNCONDITIONAL LOVE is the MAGICAL UNIVERSAL FORCE that will change everything.

Let’s say you start doing the inner work to unconditionally love your broken parts.  By healing these inner wounds they cannot get to you.  They are used to you being terrorized by their actions and now you do not emotionally get pulled into their games.  They will bump up their monkey behaviors jumping around, loud, rude, and right in your face to test you.

Will they be able to get under your skin?  Providing us with the great lesson as stated by Ghandi – “No one can hurt me without my permission.”  You must engage them in some way or “give them permission” to let their words hurt you.  Guess what that means you also have the power to “deny them access”.  When you completely deal with these personalities unaffected you will realize how much stronger they have made you in their attempts to tear you down.

If the narcissistic bully is capable of pulling you into self-doubt, anger, frustration, insecurity, conditional love, shame, guilt, etc. they will keep coming back for more.  That’s the energy they need just like your body needs food.  And trust me they will get loud and in your face if you do not engage with them.  That’s how they provide another spiritual test for you.  You must stand up for yourself in a healthy way without dropping into rage or anger.

You must learn self control in order to keep your cool and not go into the deep end with them.

ANGER, HATRED, REVENGE, BITTERNESS, HARD-HEARTEDNESS

Beyond a physical confrontation with them what is this barrage of hurtful words anyway.  A way to inspire that ego of yours to fall into their traps.  It’s like the gnats that buzz around while you are trying to meditate or work outside and every part of you wants to squash that little sucker but you can’t get your fingers on him.  He knows how to get right by your ear and make a lot of noise to come between you and your focus.  The trick and the power is in staying focused, centered, and open regardless of conditions.

They are just the trigger point you needed and messenger of YOUR inner wounds and imbalances.  They have the road map to your cracks and so do you by every time you emotionally react to them!

There are 3 main parts to healing through the bullies attacks:

  1. They do not love you for your imperfections meets I do not love myself for my imperfections.
  2. Lack of self-control meets that pushy barometer of your self-control.  Seriously, you just want to punch them in the face and you must evolve beyond that inner child who let’s others have control of you emotions and physical reactions.  It won’t be easy.  They are completely designed to get you wound up by knowing ALL your hot buttons!
  3. Why would anyone care what a heartless bully thinks?  They are heartless human beings.  Yet the victim will care what they think.  They have not self-partnered.  Self-partnering is that solid unconditional love, honoring, and taking care of YOU regardless of what anyone else thinks.  If the victim has not reached this level of self-growth and is still depending on other people to love and accept themselves when the bully pulls the plug on them what happens?!?  They have no inner partnership to depend on!  If we have abandoned ourselves and who we are it is deeply traumatic when the outside world does.  Only when we are a support of love to ourselves will it not matter who does or does not like us or what they say about us.  You know who you are and value yourself unwavered by anyone else’s opinion.

When you heal, evolve, and transform through the experience you no longer feed them any energy.  They will be forced to move onto a new “victim” for supply.  You no longer have anything to offer them as this new version of yourself shows up!

We must teach our children as well as ourselves to switch the flip on them and take back our personal power!!

Teaching the methods of looking outside of ourselves and for other people to change is an old paradigm that does not work, evolve, or heal at a soul cellular level.  Looking at ourselves and the experience is an indicator of our unhealed wounds is where the growth happens.  We cannot continue to stay in these repeat patterns begging the abusers to modify their behavior.

THEY WON’T AS THEY ARE COMPLETELY WIRED THIS WAY ON PURPOSE TO FORCE US TO LOOK INSIDE OURSELVES AND RE-WIRE OUR DISCONNECTIONS.

I am also a huge proponent of learning physical self-defense.  I realize that this has been lost to the “new age” culture but we must face the fact that there are people who will hurt you.  Trust me I spent a long time trying to turn the other cheek on that but in “waking up” I realized that my body was to be honored, loved, and cherished.  However, I may be put under the test of physically standing up for it as well as mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.  I am not here to invoke harm but I do believe the strength God gives us DOES NOT come from handing all of our personal power away.  The power comes from each and every single one of us using the temple (physical vessel) to stand for what is right and just.  We must train our youth and ourselves the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual STRENGTH to be used with honor, self-control, and to stand for the principles of true justice.

Speaking of which that gives a whole other element of spiritual tests for the victims and outsiders watching the bullies now doesn’t it!

Will you stand for others or sit and watch because of your own inner fears of the bully?  Have we become so self-absorbed we care more about our own cheeseburger than another human being?  Check out this video!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnKPEsbTo9s

The bully is a coward picking on the weak but they are spurring the coward in each and every single one of us.  What happens if you feel angry at yourself for not standing up for yourself or someone else?  You create a repeat wheel of that exact situation until you unconditionally love yourself as the coward rather than warrior.  Everything here is working in it’s perfect order to trigger those wounds.  When you move out of that self-anger and into unconditional love for yourself as “the coward” only then can you move forward into “the warrior” status. (completely connected to solar plexus and sacral chakra’s)

This is a necessary and important step otherwise you will make judgement’s of those who sit and watch while doing nothing instead of see them in compassion, understanding, and forgiveness.  Awe so many facets to one experience!!  This blog post would be a book if I went deeply into the many elements.

Training here isn’t simply emotional, mental, or spiritual it encompasses the whole wheel including physical.  What if we started enrolling future generations in self-defense classes?  We explained how these bullies were simply triggers for us to do self-work.  Our emotional responses for their harsh words and how we react to them is completely up to us.  Yet, there is this physical element that must be addressed.  Not all bullies use physical force but they are cowards themselves so they only choose the “weak”.  What if this mother got her child enrolled in self-defense classes or some type of training to boost his confidence, power, and sense of security that only comes from knowing you can take care of you.

We must move out of this mindset that the police, teacher, parent, or God will protect us and start empowering ourselves and our children.  The dark forces want us to be weak, helpless victims, and to operate in EGO because we make easier targets!

God’s waiting for you to tap into this grand source.  Without the bullies supplying the experience to be moved through we cannot evolve the God/Goddess inside of each and every single one of US!  The bible even references this energetic chakra system.

“As God created Man in his own image, so is the body of Man like into the image of this universe.  The material body of Man has also got seven conspicuous places within it called Patals.  Turning toward his self while man advances in the right way he perceives the Spiritual Light in these places which are described in the Bible as so many Churches and The Lights perceived therein like stars as so many Angels.  Vide Rev. 1, 12, 13, 16, 20

” – and having turned I saw seven golden candlesticks.”  “And in the midst of of the seven candlesticks one like into the Son of Man.”

” – and he had in his right hand seven stars.”

” – the seven stars are the angels of the seven churches; and the seven candlesticks which thou sewest are seven churches.”

Quoted from the great book The Holy Science by Swami Jui Maharaj.

The Book of Revelations is referencing the energetic body as running the “light body.”  The chakra’s meridians, grid, radiant circuits, etc. all being connected to the emotional, spiritual, mental, and physical body.

Running in complete light regardless of this physical world and the darkness takes self-work but for those seekers who choose to ignite their own rainbow body the payoff is eternal.  We must incarnate here over and over again until we reach this frequency and vibration.  Until then the world is still here triggering our inner trauma’s and spiritual tests we have not yet jumped.

Everything is here exactly as it needs to be for you to work on you!

This battle starts with each and every single one of us in our homes with our lives and our children.

No one else needs to change.  Everything is here for a specific purpose.

Ignite your inner warrior of light!

 

 

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

Much gratitude and love to everyone on their journey either way!

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Toxic Narcissistic Souls and Dark Energy

I think we all understand that there is a huge battle happening between the dark and the light.  Yet we are completely confused and misinterpret the meaning of it’s design.  We as light bodies contract with dark energy unaware we have engaged.  Narcissists, toxic people, and psychopaths all present a charming, good looking, and amazing presentation.  We often have no idea what is happening until we have signed up for a contract with the devil.

What could these personality types possibly be here to teach us?

Thank you God/Gaia/Universe for experiences with energy, consciousness, and the great awakening!

I had no idea what was going on even though I recognized something was wrong.  The truth is narcissists, psychopaths, and toxic personalities are so good at being evil without being discovered that I did not even see that people close to me were intentionally hurting me.  Are these the “wolves in sheeps clothing” or the snake selling me the apple in the Garden of Eden?  I have just kept believing them and taking a bite off of the apple they are so cunningly selling.

Absolutely!

What I didn’t understand was these twisted up people were here to inspire the warrior goddess inside of me.  I had retreated into my shell rather than picking up my sword.  My spirit had in fact crumbled under their games.  I was walking around looking completely normal but truly feeling dead on the inside.  For years these toxic people or “dark bodies” had completely sucked me dry of my energy, love, and life.  I was the victim to what I’ve come to know as spiritual cannibalism or soul death.  Walking around in a physical body but completely dead on the inside.

I kept falling for their tricks rather than unraveling their tactics, mechanisms, and illusions so I would turn them down.  Rise above the darkness and slay the monster.  The monster in myself and the one’s in the outside world!  

The focus of the next set of blog posts is completely based on several things:

  1. Understanding their purpose on this planet and in our lives.
  2. Using our relationships with them to finally heal our wounded parts and balance ourselves.
  3. Make the connection between their role in our spiritual development and the series of spiritual tests they supply.
  4. Engage with them without losing any of our positive happy vibes to their non-sense.

We all must have relationships with narcissists.  They are our spouses, co-workers, family members, and in all life situations.  As much as we want to hide or isolate ourselves there is no escape.  Trust me I tried it lol!

I am a people lover.

I just didn’t know how to engage without being hurt.

I didn’t know that I had attracted them with my own imbalanced and unhealed parts.

I didn’t know who was a true friend and simply using me.

I didn’t play games so I didn’t see when others were playing games with me.

I wanted to play here on Earth and have fun but I didn’t know how.  When I tried it just became a series of wounds that repeatedly got triggered.  Until now healing, evolving, and transcending the inner pains and hurts that these personality types triggered.  I am so in love with life now like a small child in a sea of darkness but educated, healed, and street smart!

I will break down the major narcissist’s tactics one by one to show you exactly how they have been used as indicators of where you need to heal, transform, and balance out your dysfunctional wounded parts.  We have been taught these these toxic relationships simply happen to us but it’s not true.  We are attracting these personality types with our energy field like a magnet.  Until we evolve and heal within the relationship it is NOT ever going anywhere.

Yes, you may leave one partner, friendship, work, or life situation but if you haven’t addressed the internal dilemma the situation will be re-created with a new partner, friendship, work, or life situation.  Your body works on the laws of attraction too.  The energetic self is always being reflected back to you.

A few examples being:

I do not make myself a priority attracts someone who doesn’t make you a priority.

I only love myself as a commodity attracts someone who only loves you as a commodity.  (meaning you must do something or provide a resource for someone in order to be loved this could be sex, money, housing, a service, etc.)

I do not deserve to be heard attracts you do not deserve to be heard.

I can’t accept my imperfections attracts that loud, screaming voice pointing out all of your imperfections.

I do not realize my own good qualities and attributes attracts the counter partner who will never give you credit for your own good qualities and attributes.

I am naive and gullible attracts the master manipulator.

Plus, Earth is full of spiritual tests created by dark bodies which are completely necessary for our own evolution.  For example, we are surrounded in a dark place where selfishness and toxic behavior is running rampant.  Will you fall into those behaviors because everyone is doing it?  Maybe you have a business relationship where you feel like the owner is a crook.  You recently noticed you didn’t get charged for something you should have.  Will you validate yourself not bringing it to their attention because you feel they are shady and have taken advantage of you or point it out because it is the right thing to do regardless of how they are?!?  We need these set-ups to test us!

We are in an amazing time period right now.

An evolution of consciousness from the dark ages to the light ages for all of those ready and willing to do the inner work.

The suffering in any relationship is necessary for you to finally want to change the one person this is all about!

YOURSELF.

The toxic person is simply the trigger point necessary to point out these wounds and imbalances painfully.  The suffering in these relationships isn’t about them it is from our reaction to them.  And the laws of attraction work on an energetic level to bring these players into our life.  I know, I know, you’ve been saying mantra’s . . . well those only work if the energy is in alignment.  Otherwise it’s just your ego playing games with you.

Absolutely a narcissist and toxic person will never form relationships with people who unconditionally love, honor, and stand for themselves.  Or those who wisen up to their systems.

We will be completely disarming those systems and their tactics.

  • idolize, discard, devalue
  • gaslighting
  • isolation
  • shock and intimidation
  • negative deconditioning
  • moving the goal post
  • projection
  • lies and illusions
  • triangulation
  • manipulative behaviors
  • confrontational, argumentative,  bullies
  • ego maniac attraction
  • users and abusers
  • insensitive and callous
  • negative and draining

Be glad you are naive to how they work because it shows you do not operate by those systems yourself.

I am also going to explain in detail the emotional, spiritual, and energetic shutdowns that can happen if we are uneducated and still wounded souls. The tips and techniques will be given to heal through the experiences, understand the design, and do the inner work necessary.  You’ll be surprised when you can be in toxic situations and never lose your positive state of being, energy, or get sucked into their games!

Being able to achieve this requires self work and does not require them to change.

You will be changing you and that results in changing your reaction to them.

We need the darkness as it is the only tool to show us these wounded parts so we can heal.  The toxic people are wired to be completely avoid of emotions because light bodies could never be capable of creating the suffering dark bodies do that is necessary for us to see what is inside of us. If you have self abuse patterns but there is no one to abuse you and create suffering you won’t ever have to deal with it.  Plus they must create the spiritual tests as we swim through a sea of darkness without falling into their systems.

The real dilemma is all of the tools, techniques, and ways they were designed to make us evolve have been hidden.  We are in a golden age and all the truths are being unveiled.

Sign up for my blog posts or keep watching my page to dive deeper into these concepts and uncover these keys.  We are here to finally use this physical experience to have, do, and be everything we ever wanted rather than experience life as a pinball to the narcissist, toxic people, and Illuminati’s machine.

2018 is the year for the empath’s, healer, and light bodies to transform their experience!

We will completely strip the dark powers of their power by healing ourselves!

It’s our time to bust through the prison of the matrix and the galactic war is shifting to light bodies side!!

 

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

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