Bully Brave – Heal To Break Free

Bully Brave – Heal To Break Free

I’ve been so overwhelmed by some of the video clips lately showing the narcissistic bully victimizing innocent people.  It’s seriously such a heart wrenching experience for an Empath to see someone else be traumatized by the offenses of the dark bodies walking this planet.  It’s even more frustrating to know what’s happening under the veil and inside the holographic universe that most people do not see or understand.  And it’s part of my mission for 2018 to break down all the barriers between good and evil like we discussed on this last post.

Click here to Link To Blog Post – Shedding Light On The Dark.

For so long I just could NOT even begin to understand why these hurtful human beings would be a part of God’s plan.  Then I discovered they have a purpose in our healing and soul evolution!!

Keaton Jones I want you to heal, evolve, and transform from your experiences.  I want all of us who have dealt with the bully to strip them of their power and give it back to ourselves.  Here is the link to the youtube video that inspired me if it does not load for you.


Certainly I am not trying to justify them with what you are about to read.  However, I am seriously concerned that if we do not teach these principles the wheels of trauma will continue to go around and around without their purpose being recognized.       

Let me make this as simple as possible.

You are in a container with two forces:

  1. dark bodies – those people who get a feedback from hurting others and are not capable of human emotion such as empathy or compassion.
  2. light bodies – those people who get a feedback from helping others and are capable of profound amounts of empathy and compassion, in fact, to the point where WHEN OTHERS ARE HURT WE HURT.

You have a physical body and world that you can see which is what we all know.

You have an energetic and spiritual body that most people cannot see that consists of energy vibrating at all different frequencies.  These can be seen by some as etheric cords all connecting us together.  Much how your television works – all different pixels of light being reflected at different wavelengths to create “reality”.  These pixels of light contain all the coding of your cellular structure, unhealed wounds, and inner trauma’s.  They become broadcast here on “Earth” in order to reflect back those experiences you need to evolve, heal, and change through a system called suffering or bliss.  Bliss being the healed evolved you mirrored back through life.

Most of you already know this holographic universe or matrix exists but for those who’ve stumbled across my blog here is a link to the scientific evidence supporting this theory.

Science Daily – Holographic Universe

Your ability to see the matrix is completely unimportant because the answers are all here in the physical output and can easily be unraveled when you learn the techniques.  It’s all up to YOU.

Let’s get to it!

Have you noticed bullies only pick certain people to victimize?!?  And the victim usually carries out a very dramatic response to their attacks?!?!  What is this method of selection that is being used?!?  Some random inconsistent decision or something much deeper.  It’s actually a very scientific system all relating to inner trauma’s that are identical within both parties.  Even if the methods of extracting energy, love, attention, and validation are from opposite systems the bottom line issues are the same.

The dark body or narcissist is insecure and does not feel lovable at their core so they must tear someone else down to elevate themselves.  The victim does not internally feel lovable and the places the bully chooses to hit on are exact matches for where the victim is insecure.

The bully is that loud, screaming, obnoxious, hurtful voice in the outside world that matches the victims internal voice.

What do I mean by this?

What if YOU HATE YOUr nose or big butt?  Whatever it is that you have issues with YOU!  You will immediately get emotionally triggered when the bully starts running around in circles making fun of you.  What if you decide to unconditionally love your imperfections (heart chakra)?  We are all imperfect here but the empath or light body internally magnifies their imperfections.   Here the narcissist bully has shown up to painfully reflect that relationship the individual has with themselves!

You know why?

Without the pain we would never do the self work to finally see those spaces.  No self growth occurs where we are comfortable.  What happens when you see that this is about you rather than them?  You do the inner healing work to accept and unconditionally love yourself no matter what it is . . . the big nose, stupid, you fill in your own blank.

You could care less what they say about you when you:


They are no longer triggering that inner trauma.  That completely robs them of any sick payoff they can get from torturing you.  What’s the most horrific powerful experience the bully can have that completely goes against the fibers of their being.

You unconditionally love yourself so deeply that no one can pull you into their games.

Yep, I have a big nose.  OR  You’re right.  I do have learning difficulties and challenges.  SO do you, in fact, we all have strengths and weakness’s that are different.  The heart chakra can stay open because you have chosen unconditional love.  The throat chakra can stay open because you have stated your feelings but are unattached to their reaction.  So what you want to jump around and call me names?!?  You will know you have completely healed when being faced with them or re-counting there offenses no longer emotionally triggers you.

They are giving you the road map to your broken parts.  Just like the video with this little boy.  What if he looked at the situation as a source to do healing work?  Is it really about the bully saying my face is ugly, I have no friends, or I feel like my face is ugly or is my self worth dependent on having friends?  I decided on a system of taught belief systems that I am acceptable and lovable on these conditions or physical attributes.  If I do not fit the cookie cutter mold they do not accept me and neither do I.  Whether it’s physically, mentally, emotionally, or whatever it is that space the bully seems to hurt your feelings.  That’s where the healing work can be done.  Until the victim accepts and unconditionally loves himself these situations will keep coming up for him!

And honestly it must happen to create the suffering to finally find value and love for himself exactly as he is imperfectly perfect.  Only then can his emotional reaction to the bully’s slams over and over not emotionally affect him.  The truth is we do not know how to unconditionally love ourselves much less others.  All these games on the outside world reflect the games each and every single one of us play with ourselves.  THIS IS THE TIME OF ENLIGHTENMENT TO HEAL!

Only then when he unconditionally loves those broken parts can he mirror situations in life with people who unconditionally love him.  Only when the bully unconditionally loves himself without needing to tear others down to lift himself up can he heal his own toxic behaviors.  That is exactly why UNCONDITIONAL LOVE is the MAGICAL UNIVERSAL FORCE that will change everything.

Let’s say you start doing the inner work to unconditionally love your broken parts.  By healing these inner wounds they cannot get to you.  They are used to you being terrorized by their actions and now you do not emotionally get pulled into their games.  They will bump up their monkey behaviors jumping around, loud, rude, and right in your face to test you.

Will they be able to get under your skin?  Providing us with the great lesson as stated by Ghandi – “No one can hurt me without my permission.”  You must engage them in some way or “give them permission” to let their words hurt you.  Guess what that means you also have the power to “deny them access”.  When you completely deal with these personalities unaffected you will realize how much stronger they have made you in their attempts to tear you down.

If the narcissistic bully is capable of pulling you into self-doubt, anger, frustration, insecurity, conditional love, shame, guilt, etc. they will keep coming back for more.  That’s the energy they need just like your body needs food.  And trust me they will get loud and in your face if you do not engage with them.  That’s how they provide another spiritual test for you.  You must stand up for yourself in a healthy way without dropping into rage or anger.

You must learn self control in order to keep your cool and not go into the deep end with them.


Beyond a physical confrontation with them what is this barrage of hurtful words anyway.  A way to inspire that ego of yours to fall into their traps.  It’s like the gnats that buzz around while you are trying to meditate or work outside and every part of you wants to squash that little sucker but you can’t get your fingers on him.  He knows how to get right by your ear and make a lot of noise to come between you and your focus.  The trick and the power is in staying focused, centered, and open regardless of conditions.

They are just the trigger point you needed and messenger of YOUR inner wounds and imbalances.  They have the road map to your cracks and so do you by every time you emotionally react to them!

There are 3 main parts to healing through the bullies attacks:

  1. They do not love you for your imperfections meets I do not love myself for my imperfections.
  2. Lack of self-control meets that pushy barometer of your self-control.  Seriously, you just want to punch them in the face and you must evolve beyond that inner child who let’s others have control of you emotions and physical reactions.  It won’t be easy.  They are completely designed to get you wound up by knowing ALL your hot buttons!
  3. Why would anyone care what a heartless bully thinks?  They are heartless human beings.  Yet the victim will care what they think.  They have not self-partnered.  Self-partnering is that solid unconditional love, honoring, and taking care of YOU regardless of what anyone else thinks.  If the victim has not reached this level of self-growth and is still depending on other people to love and accept themselves when the bully pulls the plug on them what happens?!?  They have no inner partnership to depend on!  If we have abandoned ourselves and who we are it is deeply traumatic when the outside world does.  Only when we are a support of love to ourselves will it not matter who does or does not like us or what they say about us.  You know who you are and value yourself unwavered by anyone else’s opinion.

When you heal, evolve, and transform through the experience you no longer feed them any energy.  They will be forced to move onto a new “victim” for supply.  You no longer have anything to offer them as this new version of yourself shows up!

We must teach our children as well as ourselves to switch the flip on them and take back our personal power!!

Teaching the methods of looking outside of ourselves and for other people to change is an old paradigm that does not work, evolve, or heal at a soul cellular level.  Looking at ourselves and the experience is an indicator of our unhealed wounds is where the growth happens.  We cannot continue to stay in these repeat patterns begging the abusers to modify their behavior.


I am also a huge proponent of learning physical self-defense.  I realize that this has been lost to the “new age” culture but we must face the fact that there are people who will hurt you.  Trust me I spent a long time trying to turn the other cheek on that but in “waking up” I realized that my body was to be honored, loved, and cherished.  However, I may be put under the test of physically standing up for it as well as mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.  I am not here to invoke harm but I do believe the strength God gives us DOES NOT come from handing all of our personal power away.  The power comes from each and every single one of us using the temple (physical vessel) to stand for what is right and just.  We must train our youth and ourselves the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual STRENGTH to be used with honor, self-control, and to stand for the principles of true justice.

Speaking of which that gives a whole other element of spiritual tests for the victims and outsiders watching the bullies now doesn’t it!

Will you stand for others or sit and watch because of your own inner fears of the bully?  Have we become so self-absorbed we care more about our own cheeseburger than another human being?  Check out this video!


The bully is a coward picking on the weak but they are spurring the coward in each and every single one of us.  What happens if you feel angry at yourself for not standing up for yourself or someone else?  You create a repeat wheel of that exact situation until you unconditionally love yourself as the coward rather than warrior.  Everything here is working in it’s perfect order to trigger those wounds.  When you move out of that self-anger and into unconditional love for yourself as “the coward” only then can you move forward into “the warrior” status. (completely connected to solar plexus and sacral chakra’s)

This is a necessary and important step otherwise you will make judgement’s of those who sit and watch while doing nothing instead of see them in compassion, understanding, and forgiveness.  Awe so many facets to one experience!!  This blog post would be a book if I went deeply into the many elements.

Training here isn’t simply emotional, mental, or spiritual it encompasses the whole wheel including physical.  What if we started enrolling future generations in self-defense classes?  We explained how these bullies were simply triggers for us to do self-work.  Our emotional responses for their harsh words and how we react to them is completely up to us.  Yet, there is this physical element that must be addressed.  Not all bullies use physical force but they are cowards themselves so they only choose the “weak”.  What if this mother got her child enrolled in self-defense classes or some type of training to boost his confidence, power, and sense of security that only comes from knowing you can take care of you.

We must move out of this mindset that the police, teacher, parent, or God will protect us and start empowering ourselves and our children.  The dark forces want us to be weak, helpless victims, and to operate in EGO because we make easier targets!

God’s waiting for you to tap into this grand source.  Without the bullies supplying the experience to be moved through we cannot evolve the God/Goddess inside of each and every single one of US!  The bible even references this energetic chakra system.

“As God created Man in his own image, so is the body of Man like into the image of this universe.  The material body of Man has also got seven conspicuous places within it called Patals.  Turning toward his self while man advances in the right way he perceives the Spiritual Light in these places which are described in the Bible as so many Churches and The Lights perceived therein like stars as so many Angels.  Vide Rev. 1, 12, 13, 16, 20

” – and having turned I saw seven golden candlesticks.”  “And in the midst of of the seven candlesticks one like into the Son of Man.”

” – and he had in his right hand seven stars.”

” – the seven stars are the angels of the seven churches; and the seven candlesticks which thou sewest are seven churches.”

Quoted from the great book The Holy Science by Swami Jui Maharaj.

The Book of Revelations is referencing the energetic body as running the “light body.”  The chakra’s meridians, grid, radiant circuits, etc. all being connected to the emotional, spiritual, mental, and physical body.

Running in complete light regardless of this physical world and the darkness takes self-work but for those seekers who choose to ignite their own rainbow body the payoff is eternal.  We must incarnate here over and over again until we reach this frequency and vibration.  Until then the world is still here triggering our inner trauma’s and spiritual tests we have not yet jumped.

Everything is here exactly as it needs to be for you to work on you!

This battle starts with each and every single one of us in our homes with our lives and our children.

No one else needs to change.  Everything is here for a specific purpose.

Ignite your inner warrior of light!



It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!

Much gratitude and love to everyone on their journey either way!

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2017 Turning on your INNER LIGHT!

Happy New Year 2017!

Yesterday a beautiful double rainbow showed up at my house!  Wow!  I was so grateful and in awe as I believe the universe is always talking to us.  Double rainbows signify transformation and balance between the ego/material world and spiritual/inner world.  So beautiful and powerful as I’ve been working on this blog post for the past week all focused on achieving “The Rainbow Body”.  Besides the fact I’ve spent a huge part of my time not balanced between the material/physical world and the inner/spiritual world.  Honestly getting in my body and doing the work is my original purpose and I just keep avoiding myself hahaha!  Now is the time for jumping all those hurdles.  God/Universe/Gaia you simply floor me!!!

What a wild ride I’ve been on since my “awakening” in 2014.

Spiritual awakenings can be the cataclysm to the “dark night of the soul” as I discovered who I was and my life was entirely a lie.  I was lie.  Not on purpose but trained into belief systems, patterns, and constantly working out incoming karma as well as unintentionally creating new karma.  I was born with unhealed wounds and all the players in my life were reflecting them!

I had NO CLUE who I was and if she was buried under there I was afraid to be her!

What will people think?  I have a whole life built around a system of lies.  Everything I knew as solid ground just got pulled out from underneath me.  I was completely lost!

The world had told me be a good girl.  So I was a good student, played sports, and was so nice I wouldn’t say shit if I had a mouthful.

The world said fall in love and get married.  I did.  The world said cook and clean for him.  Make him happy and so I did.  I became what he wanted and lost myself even further.

The world said be a good mother.  And so I did.  I homeschooled my children.  I raised them out of town where I could shelter them from the harsh world.  I tried to give them the best nutrition possible despite the obvious hurdles in the American diet.  I worked overtime to be everything to everyone and I knew I was falling short a LOT.

And then God blew the cork on me.

Who was I?  I was everyone they told me I needed to be.  I looked for that praise of being a good mom, a good wife, a good friend, a good . . . . you name it . . . what do you need me to be for me to feel loved.  I was working overtime for everyone but me.  I had attracted a whole slew of “takers”.

I was a fake.  I was a people pleaser.  I was completely miserable in myself and this world.

Oh look at my social media with my happy family and our perfect life.  You would never know.  My smile wasn’t real.  My laugh was not laughter simply a disguise.  I hated my life.  I hated my husband.  I felt owned by everyone including my kids and every day I tried to keep up the façade.  This is what they say to do to be “happy”?

Why am I so unhappy then?

Yes, that was rough to see and working through my own bull-sheet-o is a non-stop work in progress but I’m so much clearer and happier truly happy than I’ve ever been.  Being and knowing you’re a mess is SOLID GOLD!  I don’t think I’m alone in this either.  So many light bodies are hitting the “dark night of the soul”.

Who am I?

Without the people pleasing.

Without caring what society says I should be.

Without the way I was raised.

Who am I letting shape me out of the authentic me?

Do I really hate my husband or is it my inability to deal with him that I hate?

I love my kids!  But somewhere I started blaming them for me not pursuing my own goals.  I never realized I couldn’t set boundaries for myself.

I hated the way this world works.  The illuminati, the suffering, the oppression, and every other horrific way we hurt each other ALL of the time.  I discovered that I had not been in my body for years because I would have to face so much here that I didn’t want to see.

Wow!  I was running a constant slew of negative emotions all of the time on the inside and from the outside you would never know I was anything but “happy”.

Add in some wonderment here with the fact my new world involved experiences with energy that led me on a new path to discover . . . everything is ENERGY.  2015 unraveled a new consciousness and the student appeared!  I am so grateful for how much FREE KNOWLEDGE is on the web.  I am creating my reality and don’t realize it.  My body is more than the physical body I learned in science.  I have energetic systems opening and closing as I navigate life all of the time.  There have been spiritual tests on my path I didn’t see.  I am running programs I didn’t even know I was running.

Fear of failure.

I don’t deserve to be adored.

I don’t deserve to be heard.

I am not good enough.

I am a victim.

I cannot receive.

And more but you get my point . . . I am creating situation after situation with money, love, health, relationships, and life to validate my internal programs.  HA HA HA!

There was so much more to this life than I had imagined!  WOW!  And if anything I had created a train wreck of reality and a painful state of being.  All my finger pointing was turned right back around on ME!

2016 what a GEM!  I’ve been applying knowledge from everything I’ve studied, my energetic experiences, and my state of being.  Switching the programs!

Nothing in my life where I pointed the finger was the problem.  I was and for the first time if you look at my social media you’ll see the true authentic me in love with my life and my family!  Truly I’m so grateful for them because these players in my life were simply reflecting my wounded parts. Only in soul healing ME can my life reflect the shining light inside me!

These are the laws of the universe and we are all here learning and growing but we’ve never been taught how to look inside ourselves.  The external world is created by the internal world yet no one had ever showed me this invisible world.

Knowing what switches are being flipped, when, how, and connecting the dots totally AHHHH MAZ ING!  I recently went to a field trip with my daughter.  The U of A Planetarium.  There was a display there that I found a total treasure . . . well beyond the amazing display of crystals!

We hear of so many people that can see aura’s, chakra’s, meridian’s, the matrix weave, and fragments of energy.  I thought the display really defined the difference that the simple switching of a light can do around what we see!


What is reality?

Is what we see really the whole picture or just determined by fragments of information reflecting at different wavelengths in accordance with your frequency and vibration?  Or should I say running programs, unhealed wounds, karmic ties, and spiritual tests?  When you press the button a whole new world of light reflects!


Our energetic/spiritual bodies are just like this but the energy is constantly moving and flowing.  As we navigate through life, experience relationships, emotions, and situations these energetic switches turn off and on.  This energy feeds our physical body or constricts it’s natural rhythms.  That is the key to self healing and the purpose of life.  Turning all of the lights ON!!

We must learn to navigate this world full of darkness and very dense energy while maintaining a high vibration.  Everything in our world is by design to make us grow and deeply experience.  We are ALL born with unfinished business to deal with, jump over, and learn from in order to awaken the inner God/Goddess!

This is it the time to heal our wounds, run the new programming, constantly keep all of our energetic/spiritual systems open ALL of the time regardless of the situation, end the karmic journey by putting all the puzzle pieces together on exactly how we’ve acted without compassion or in the world of judgement’s to put this jig saw life completely together.  We just need to decode the jungle and learn what switches are running what light’s!

2017 is the YEAR!

What switches are you turning off and on that you may not be aware of?

Do some self-assessing!

Here are some great places to start . . . do some inner work here.

Self-reflect on what you may be shutting off in these energy systems by not operating in balance.  Check out the positive as open energy flowing and negative qualities as blocked energy.



Running Programs: 

Journal repeat patterns you have found yourself in with relationships, money, career, friends, family and love!  Use this as a tool to unlock what’s in your inner vibration and become balanced.

Divisions from Self-Love:

Make a list of all the places you criticize yourself and do not fully love yourself unconditionally.  I noticed feeling what I call the “ickies all over” in doing energy work with people.  That means this is something deeply rooted that they reject about themselves.  Really let all of that anger, frustration, and guilt you’re holding for yourself go.  Fill up every part of yourself with love for YOU just as you are IMPERFECTLY PERFECT!

Divisions from Loving Others:

Journal everything that makes you crazy about other people.  You’re judgement’s against others are keys to you!  Either it’s something you do and cannot see or it’s a spiritual test you haven’t jumped. Trust me there’s lot’s of stuff I do that I didn’t want to see . . . it’s human nature.  But when you see you are imperfect you cannot hold onto judgement’s.  Besides when you start seeing that karma wheel and you suddenly get to stand in someone’s shoes that you judged, guess what happens . . . COMPASSION.  Or when you see someone just openly abusing you right to your face and you have to stick up for yourself when before you may have just muffled your inner voice . . . you get really grateful when you move from victim to warrior or I do not deserve to be heard to I deserve to be heard.  Thank you for being an asshole so I have to deal with my non-confrontational self and confront you.  You’re purpose on my path is so crystal clear.

Physical Body:

Look at the physical body and work backwards.  What part’s of my body are not functioning properly?  What does that connect to spiritually?

I don’t want to get too technical.  Just remember emotions are the map.  Anywhere we drop into lower emotions during our day is carrying a message that we need to unravel!  Become a decoder!  Meditation is a huge facilitator in self-realization.  Or you can hit that subconscious mind easily during life as there are all times we have where we are actually not consciously present.  Driving is a really big time for me to unravel messages.  Taking walks.  Don’t make it complicated to look within or you won’t do it lol!  If you have a 10 minute commute make use of that time.  Every time you shower use that time.  Shower meditations are awesome and powerful besides everyone showers already no extra time is needed!

What about right there in every situation you see yourself drop into lower emotions?  Ask yourself why is this happening?  What is this designed to teach me about myself that I’ve yet to learn?

If you feel like you need some help with assessing yourself I’ve got several new packages I offer to access your energy systems.  Sometimes it is difficult to be realistic about ourselves.  We can easily identify repeat patterns, lies, and illusions in others but we run around with a blind eye to ourselves.

You’ll find lot’s of great affordable healing packages in my shop like . . .

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As the year goes on look for a wave of books coming to uncover your natural healer.  One of my biggest missions is to make self-healing become a natural part of our lives.  The initial tips and techniques may need to be learned as we awaken ourselves but healing should be widely available, easy to understand and implement, and within everyone’s budget!

It’s my mission in 2018 to provide free, easily accessible, understandable, clear information to everyone regardless of economic level.  If you feel like you have received something of value from this, feel inspired to do so, and are in a financial position to donate to this cause you can click the link below.  All donations go to support the time and energy I invest in providing these resources to everyone regardless of their financial situation.  In fact, some of the people who need this information the most have running programs and money blockages that prevent them from being able to afford the basics much less energy healing. Yes, I will be going into that soon too!


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This is a great book by Sherry Anshara that talks about this great age we are moving into.  She discusses the connection between the running programs, chakra’s, unhealed wounds and how to move through any dysfunctional patterns.  I highly recommend it to those doing soul work.

You can also subscribe to my blog by entering your email address below.  Get updated when new blog posts get published, books are released, and healing video’s become available.  Just like this article all it takes is shifting our perspective and knowing how to unravel the messages.  Let’s all move into the healed, evolved layers of ourselves so we can reflect a new reality and move into New Earth!